Monday, December 22, 2008

Tantangan hidup?

Senin, 22 Des 08..
Makin hari aq makin down nih..
Ad hal2 bru yg bwt aq sukacita.
Tp ad hal2 laen jg yg bwt aq sakit hati, sepi, n ngerasa ga dhargai..

Untuk pertama x nya..
Aq menangis sampe
ingusq
ad DARAHny dikit..

Ajaib bgt ya.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Kalut, lemes, lesu,

Yah.
Itulah hari ini.
Endingnya ga enak..
Dh jam 12 mlm pas..bsk dah minggu..

Hr ini aneh aj aku.
Lg stress mungkin?
Aq bad m0od, sedih..

Di saat2 kyk gini tuh aq pngen ad DEVI, ato sejenisny yg maen brg aq.. Ngajak aq "masuk" ke duniany, untuk tertawa..
Atau,, maen sama adekku,,tapi syg bgt.. Aku ga pernah punya adek.. Kakak pun ga.. Dsini ga ad s0dara yg serumah ma aq,yg pny wkt bwt share brg..
Padahal td pas aksi natal, yah sukacita pastilah..
Tp kok mulainya telat,
aq jd pulang telat..(pdhl dah pulang duluan drpd yg laen).. Nelp rmh blg kalo lg mw prjalanan, eh kena marah, trus mlm2 aq lari2, ng0s2an nae jmbatan pnybrangan sendrian, nae angk0t..

Then, aq yg udh cemas bakal kena marah langsung, dturunin ma supir angkot dkr.jati..
Ga bisa ngmg ap2..
Cma rasa sedih kok yg mnd0minasi..

Nyampe rmh, dgn angk0t yg brbeda..aq dturunin jauuuh bgt..
Capeny jalan lg..

Trus kena marah,
yah. Emang.. Aq yg slh.. Kukra bakal dah slese jm 7,jd aq blg ke mama plgnya jam 7 mlm..
Trnyta lewat jauh.

Dh gtu aq bwa mtr ke kilo.. (spy bsa brg wini jalan kaki ke rapak,pas prg)
kalo aq ga ke kilo bwa mtr pas s0re, aq pasti bsa ikt aksi natal sampe slese..

Huhu..

Aq lg pngen dperhatiin neh..
Td tuh, pulangny pngen bgt ga sndirian.. Mau bareng sapa kek, kevin, ato winni, whoever!!

I dun wanna be alone..!!!

Aq ngerasa sepi..
Kegiatan padat pula..
=C

untung malam ni bsa nangis.. Lumayan lha.. Kayakx mending kalo bsa nangis mbil share dblog.. Meski aq tuh,saat kyk gni, pengen numpahin ke diaryku..tp diaryku ad drumah, bukan dsni..

Aq lagi ngerasa down.. Ngerasa jadi org yg ga dperhatiin ma temen2ku..

Temen2ku yg paling care c,cuma 1..

Kalo ga ad dy, ga tau lha..

Friday, December 12, 2008

Aku sayang anak kecil.

"mi,mi,mi..
Mi atas. Mi bawah..
Mi depan, mi belakang..
Mi 1 2 3, mi 3 2 1..
Mi gulung, gulung, gulung..
Ping..sut.."

ahaha.. Maenan lama nih. Tp bru kumainkan lg scara langsung, bersama adek sepupuku bru2 aj.. (ank SMA yg ga tau malu ato ap nih?=p)

trus ad lg. Mau?
"dimulai,,
nama-nama..
Hewan.. (boleh dganti dgn buah,benda, dsb.)
trus lanjutkan dgn nama yg dtentukan, ga boleh dulang, n jangan ampe loading lambat, kalo mikir lbh dr 3 detik, tangan harus dbedakin ma lawanx.. Haha. N lg, tepukanx harus sesuai. Pertma, tepuk atas brsama lawan, lalu tepuk bwah dgn tangan sndri.. Begitu sterusny.. (hrus seirama!)

kan ce n0vi, ce2 sepupuku merit tgl 7 des 08.. Nah, sbtu malam, mrka dtg.. KelQ dr samarinda..
Ad mei2 yg lebai namany DEVI. Haha.
Ma ce2ny (te2p mei2q),namany deby.
N ma kdua ortunya..

Asik maenan n blajar ma ank itu..
Cma sayang aj, pas nginep, ga bsa tdr barenk. Huhu..
Tp aq dh dkiss 1x lho ma dy..
Lumayan lah, kenang2an..
Akan kuingat sepanjang masa.. Hha. XD

dy tuh, emang cucu plg kcil, yah jd mei2q yg plg kcil jg..
Dh 2 SD nih. Tp pinter bkn maen, n also lebai.. Haha.
Tp ga ap lha. Kn ank kcil.. Te2p bsa dkerjain kok..hhi.
Asik asik..

Ga sbaran menanti ta0n dpan, cepat2 dtg, supaya aq bsa ktemu n maen,jalan,n blajar brg dy lg.. =)

hihi.

[The m0re we get together.. The happier will be.. ]

Posting, posting, posting yang banyak.

Talk about today's..
Hhe.

Wes mari try outnya nih.
Lega.
Tp td tuh tes amecc, pmbagiannya beda dr yang biasa..
Kok tumben2ny, sekelas ma fendy,andry,andrew,erico.. 4sekawan..
Ckck..

Trus tuh,tesnya maem wkt banget.. Fiuh. Tapenya eror, jd pas udh ngu kasetnya lama(operan) sambil isi bagian reading, eh pas udah datang kasetnya, lagi dngerin soal listening malah ngadat..tiba2 dr n0 58,langsung loncat no 81..nah lo..
Jd tnggu lg mam dewi(oh ya,pengawasku c bindam toenk2 pas study alam,haha.)
dambilkannya tape yg baru,
trus kita listening dgn "ceria",mpe no 100!
Dahsyat.hha.

Yah,jd pas bel bru ngumpul..telat dah. Trus ke kelas, jualan lg dah. Haha.
Ist trasa bntar bgt. Trus bu faizah dtg,kta ul komp.. Dan aq mengerjakan dgn jurus rahasiaku.. (yg kenal aq, pasti ngerti maksudx ap. Hihi)
trus keluar kelas, puji Tuhan, ad yg beli lg. Haha. Jualanku habis cuy!
Seneng bgt.. Pdhl dh ngira bkal sisa, tp d0aku dkabulkan.=D

oh ya.. Ngomong2 soal bisnis, aq dh brhasil nabung bwt bli kacamata terapi. Sebenerny uangku msh kurang, tp untungx mamaku mau nambahin.. Thx God..
Btw, aq minta dukungan doa bwt ksembuhan mataku y.. Pengen n0rmalin mata neh, ato ga ya kcilin minusx lha. Hhe.
Soalny aq dh ktergantungan ma kcmt nih, ga bae bgt.. N jd ga nyaman tiap keg outd0or indo0r kalo ga pake kacamata.. Fiuh..
Pdhl pke kcmt trus2an tuh ga bae..

Yah. Keep on fighting!
*sedank berjuank.
Gbu all.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

I Love Revolution!

Mm. Lama ga ngepost neh.=C
Aq mw crita ttg SFC neh. Tp cape ngetiknya.. Di lain wkt deh.ok say?=p

aq lg mw bicarain soal perubahan.. Hhe..
Aq seneng nih, temen2q bnyak yg brubah (menjadi lbh baek tentunya).. Dkelas tuh, udah ad be2rapa ank yg jd smangat blajar tanpa nyontek, ad jg yg jd smangat ngerjain tugas dll.. Hebat deh!

QCritain yah..[lalala]

Si A,yg tadix males,duduk dpojok2,jd pndah tmpat duduk agak dpan(ngaruh ga c?!=D )trus jd lbh sering nanya kalo dy ga ngerti ssuatu,n mw dengerin pnjelasan dr org yg dy tanya..

Si E,yg suka ga nyatat catatan,yg suka dgr musik pas pelajaran, eh jd smangat blajar, apalagi pas matik..wah,salut..dy brani nanya,n nyambet tu tgz2 tanpa ngeluh, kdg malah suka bersajak2(nyanyi2) sambil ngerjainnya.. Haha..

Si Y,jagonya ngerpek..suka pesimis bgt.. Eh,wkt it dy kna remed matik, dy mw blajar bwt it lho..

Si R, jd lbh care ma tgz n ul, pny prsiapan minimal shari sblm hr H..

Si Dn ma Dt, jd rajin sholat..n jg mw usaha krjain ssuatu sendiri,meski blm rutin c..
Hhe.

It sbgian temen2q yg dah brubah..
Seneng bgt liatnya lho. Wanna be like them?
=)

oh ya.. Aq lg panas dalam nih. Huhu. Skt tnggorokan.. 2hr ini tiap tdr, wkt bngun, pasti mataQ Kotorannya agak banyak dr biasanya..trnyata itu gejala panas dalam..
Aq baru tau.. Hmm.

Udhn dlu y.
Mpe nanti dpostingan brikutny! Thatha.
Gbu all.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Telat ngepost..=c

Kamis kelabu (lebai)
kok bnyak betul jam pel kosong..
Awal msk 2jam, kosong, kesenian..
Hbs it mtk 1jam, ad blajar..
Stelah itu sejarah, 1jam, kosong lg..

Hmm. Sbnrnya enak jam kosong..
Tapi. Entah knapa aq merasa laper terus2an tiap jam kosong..
I don't understand this. Haha.

Tw ga readers. Minggu2 ni aq jd byk maem dskul. Swt dah.
Blm lg drumah, pagi ma malam mnum susu.. Y amplop..
Bagus apa buruk y? Hmm. Aq tengah merenungkan dampak makan banyak maem n ngemil saat nganggur.. :s

eh. Skalinya bu yuli msk kok, telat aj trnyata. Hh0.
Aq belajar dlu y.
C u .. ^^

Friday, October 24, 2008

Banjir di SmaRaDha

ooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhh tiiiidaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkk....!!
(harap jangan dibayangkan dengan aksen teletubbies..)

Gilanya.
banjir di skulku...

dri selese imtaq td dah ujan. tiba2 deres gtu khan.. ya udah ga jd pulang deh.. huf..
jadinya aq makan siang n ngobrol bareng temenku, si X (halah)...
trus redaan khan, bru aq ketemu hasbi (bukan tasbih lho y..=p)
kita ngobrol2 soal masa depan kami nanti (masing2 tentunya..haha) trus ngeliat anak2 CL pemanasan.. n then ujan trus bgitu deras... hiks...
saaaaaaaangaaaaaaaat deeeeeeraaaaassssss..... jdi kita ke lab, ngenet deh...

Bru ga lama, ada bu Yeni kimia (ups) dateng, kstw banjirnya wes ngeri.. ga kayak biasanya (aneh bgt), trus Hasbi ngeliat dr korden lab, n ngajak aq liat.. Ternyata bener... NGERI... Masa mpe lobi, ke dalam lg, ga umum banget.. Paretnya ga nampung tuh.. Payah..

Semoga yg kyk gini ga trulang lagi.. amiin..
Untung aja ni jumat dah jam pulang. Klo ini banjirnya pas jam KBM, pada heboh dah n kerepotan jga tentunya.. hmmm


last words: ckckckckckck......

Thursday, October 16, 2008

My Dreams


I have dreams...
yes.. Not only one.. But many dreams are inside my mind, heart and soul...
Dreams to reached out...

I am fighting to reach them, with God's power... Because, without Him, I am nothing...

He gives me strength to rise, to stand up in every problem, to smile n thanks when I am in the hardship, to laugh together with my friends n family, to shout when tears block my voice, n to do many things that I can't do by my self...

My dreams: ◘ present to my family, especially my mom n dad (+), dedicated my success life fot both of them...
then, be a nice God's disciples, share my light for everyone in the world... n last, be a really powerful n cheerful yenni....

just be my self, do my best in every second, n give the rest to God....

^^

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Celine Dion - Because You Loved Me





For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I’ll be forever thankful baby
You’re the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You’re the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I’m grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don’t know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You’ve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

I’m everything I am
Because you loved me


*ni lagunya celine, yang dia mw persembahkan buat papanya..
baguss bangeetttt liriknya. ya kan?

entah kenapa, sosok papa itu berarti banget di hidup... makinnn terasa saat kita udah ga bisa ngerasain kehadirannya lagi..
Tapi, buat papa yang ga pernah "hadir" lagi...
Aku mau TETAP bahkan LEBIH kuat, sabar, ceria n semangat...
readers, please pray 4 me in this hardship that i wanna go out...


GBU all

Friday, September 19, 2008

If Only U Could See Me Now (Celine Dion)

Here they come
Every nite d same
silent stars
Lite from a distant flame
Just like d memories of u
that I hold inside
I see u touch
But all d warmth has died..

Empty rooms
crowded by d past
Time is my enemy
Days keep moving faster
But d nites alone can be an eternity
That never heals the scars
of foolish pride..

If only u could see me now
Goodbye is not so easy now
That freedom that I walked away to gain
is nothing but these chains
That u alone can break
n u would free me now
ur heart would come undone
Just looking at me once
n my love would bring u back
If only u could see me now..

Here I am
Stranger to smile
Trying to fight d tears
Missing by a mile
I'm not d one who laughed at u
on that yesterday
When u warned me
Not to throw ur love away..

If u could only see me now
Goodbye is not so easy now
the freedom that I walked away to gain
is nothing but these chains
I know ur heart would break
If u could hear me now
ur heart would come undone
If u could hear me once
Hoping love will bring u back
If only u could see me now..

Like d lonely moon
u see above
That sails d dark alone
forever
I have no lite of my own
Other d love we've known
So long ago
Together..

If u could feel me now
ur heart would come undone
If u could touch me once
I know love will bring u back
If only u could see me now..

* i love d lyric of dis song, it just like my words to my papa.. Hehehe. But not 100% the same.. N 1thing, i think i dun ever hear this song yet.. Still searching for it..
=)

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Have u ever seen the rain

Sum1 told me long ago,
there's a calm b4 the storm
i know n it's been comin' 4 sumtime
when it's over, so they say,
it's rain a sunny day
i know shinin' down like water

i wanna know,
have u ever seen the rain?
I want to know,
have u ever seen the rain?
Comin' down on a sunny day

yesterday n days b4,
sun is cold n rain is hard
i know, been that way 4 all my time
'till 4ever on it goes,
thru' the circle fast n slow
i know n it can't stop i wonder

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Song for lovely papa in my life.

Teringat masa kecilku
Kau peluk dan kau manja
Indahnya saat itu
Buatku melambung,
di sisimu, terngiang
Hangat nafas segar harum tubuhmu
Kau tuturkan segala,
mimpi-mimpi serta harapanmu..

Kau ingin ku menjadi
yang terbaik bagimu
Patuhi perintahmu,
jauhkan godaan
yang mungkin kulakukan
dalam waktuku beranjak dewasa
jangan sampai membuatku,
terbelenggu jatuh dan terinjak..

Tuhan tolonglah
sampaikan sejuta sayangku untuknya..
Ku t'rus berjanji,
takkan khianati pintanya..
Ayah dengarlah,
betapa sesungguhnya ku mencintaimu,
kan ku buktikan
ku sanggup penuhi maumu..

Andaikan detik itu
kan bergulir kembali
Kurindukan suasana
basuh jiwaku
membahagiakan aku
yang haus akan kasih dan sayangmu
Tuk wujudkan,
segala sesuatu yang pernah terlewati..

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Night.

Skarang ni, aq tengah merasakan Malam-malam yang tak pernah ada(sebelumnya)..

Ya..
ini sudah Malam ketiga aku HIDUP tanpa seorang PAPA yang HIDUP di HIDUPku..

dan juga Malam ketiga aku tak mendengar suara PAPAku..

Lalu ini,
Malam kedua aku tak melihat wajah PAPAku..

juga,
malam pertama aku TIDUR tanpa ad PAPA ddekatku..

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Blablabla.

Da da da da..
=p
(laguny fergie)
hhaha.
Baru slese nyalin ctatan neh,
ampun dah.
Knapa kok soal ul mid bindo musti dgabung ma IPA??
Ga pa pa jg c,
tp musti pinjam catatanny "orang"..
Huhu..
Harus dterima dgn lapang dada.. (sabar,buu..)
untungny udh pnjam pny ariesky, dh ku salin.. Lega.. =D

oia..
Udh 2x neh, aq pernah liat gelang model baru..
Kaget aq pas ngeliatnya..
Masa ada yang make gelang,tp drancang sndiri.. Pake T.A.L.I S.E.P.A.T.U .. Ckck. Kreatif betul bu??
Tp it yg make, aq ga kenal orgnya.

Trz pernah suatu hari,
aq liat tmenQ pke gelang yg cukup unik..
Aku: wih,gelang bru y..
Dia: iy..
Aku:[sambil ngeliat baek2] tapi kok kayak tali beha gtu y?
Dia:emang iy..
Aku:hah?! Bner?
Dia:iya.. Si **** juga make, kita bli di xxxxxxx, sepasang bagi dua..
Aku: oh, gtu.. Hmm

beuh. Dunia ini.. Haha.
Ada2 aj.
Mgkin dhari yg akan dtg, aku akn melihat gelang dr sumbu kompor, kabel listrik, rantai motor, dan lain sebagainy. Haha. =D

Saturday, September 6, 2008

I drive myself crazy ?!

Lying in ur arms
so close together
didn't know just what i had
now i toss and turn
'cause i'm without u
how i'm missing u so bad

where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now i cry alone in the dark

i lie awake
i drive myself crazy
thinking of u
made a mistake
when i let u go baby
i drive myself crazy
wanting u the way that i do

May i feel afraid of losing sum1 ?

No boyz no cry..
Ayo p0st k0men kalian..
Gmana mnrtmu?
=p

cwo kok ska nyebelin y. Haha.
Kdg buat gmes,
gregetan,
pusink,
bingung,
stress,
munyak..

Argh..
Mauny ap c??
Knapa bwt laki2 kyk gtu hrz ad airmata yg mnetes buat dy?
Are there anyone can answes my questi0n?

Thursday, September 4, 2008

LDKS...

Let's talk about LDKS.. hha

nah, pas udh pemilos kita2 adain seleksi akhir bwt yg keterima sleksi tahap awal ma sleksi susulan..
kesian ya,, masi seleksi udh pke nginep2 sgala..(pngorbnan bsar tuh..=p)

abis kn aq dlu ga gtu.
pas udh tepilih, nah pas pngukuhan bru skalian LDKS Nginep2...
ckck

mulainy tu hr jumat jam 8 mlm...
tp inti ma ank kls XI yg ga ikt OSIS (yg dh pensiun gtu)lg hrs dtg jam 5 bwt bntuin persiapan LDKS.. TRUS jg biarr kita2 ga dicap senior yg ngaret gtu ma adek2... wkwk..

hha. muna jg.. dikit..=p

nah yg wktu tu dtg petama tu c bams.. ckckc
trus aq dtg,, jam stenga 6.. ga lama panka dtg ma helda..
daniel ma randy ga bsa dtg cpet.. mrk bru bsa dtg mlm gtu..
vicky ga mw dtg cpet, ktanya males..hha bisa aj..

pas aq ma panka, bams, helda lg ngumpul, kita ngobrol2 gtu.. ttg ntar mw ngapaen aj gtu..
kurg lbih jam 7, c vicky dtg.. dy brg ma inas.. inas ikt bntu2in bina gtu.. trs kta kstw ke mrk soal pmbagian klompok yg dh rampung ma rncana kgiatan malam yg diisi pke renung2an gtu, pngungkapan komitmen, ma isi komitmen dikarton bsar plus ttd ytg ntar mw dpajang di kntor OSIS(ciieeh)... trs kita jg rncana mw skalian krjain hendy yg tgl 29 agsts ultah..xD

n then, lapar mnyeraNG kita.. huwaaa. trs vicky mas inas yg bli nasgor.. pas mrka dh pegi.. knp aq bru ingat...
yenni: "oia! spidol ma karton! aduh,,,"
panka: "astaga!"
lgsg dy lari ngejar tu motor.. buset.. gila,, lariny dh kyk sakuragi dslamdunk..wkwkw . salut saia..hha
kita2 pd kaget, trs aq nyusul kgerbang..
trnyata ketos masi selamat.hha. trus tu mtr brhasil terkejar.hha..

trus tu, ank2 kls X pda dtengan..
yg paling pertama---> marvino..(ni yg ngrimin aq srt simpatik lho..!lalala=p)
dy jam 7 lwt gtu dh dtg. bah...
cwe petama yg dtg si sabilla ank kcnbah dlu. hho...
nah pas maeman dtg.. kita maem rame2(kcuali gru n ank kls X)
n alhasil aq yg dr jam stnga 6 dskul ga ad maem, laper, hnya sempat mngunyah 7-8sendok nasgor yg rasanya ueenaak tnan.. hhu...

trs jam 8 mulai.. prkenalan dlu,,
intiny lgsg brbh jd galak.. hha. aq jg,, tp kita2 ga over yg gmnna2 kok..=)

trs lnjut nge games dr guru BK.. by bu yuni alias teteh yuni. hha
seru kok gamesnya..^^
mpe jam 10 itu,.
cma aq hrs nyampe rmh sblm tutup tko.. jdi aq cepet2 gtu.. ga bsa tmenin mrk2 mpe slse n bobo.. bhkan aq ga bsa nginepo dskul.. hais..
tp emang gara2 aq tu udh janji gtu c.. hrus dtepati.. huhuhu

pdhl vicky ma panka mw tetep ad aq..(bner2 kalian bwt aq trharu,,!)
abis tnaga dr inti pd dikit.. ad yg brhalangan ngikut dr awal mpe akhir jg..

jd y udh, aq plg, minta anter ma bamz.. thx u..!

plg rmh dgn slamat dn perut laper.hhe..
trs bgadang ntn i am sam yg lucu abis...


n finally.,.
bskny dh pngumuman.
yg gugur:
melda, stephani, stefie, tirza, ma renaldi mucil yg ska gnggu org..

rasa2 brat jg gugurin mrk.. hmmm

nah sbtu pagi mrk plg, mgu pagi dtg lg yg udh tepilih... ad platihan..
yg aq ska.. ank2 inti jg ska,, yg dr biro psikologo karakter..
ni bru LDKS yg yahud,, hha

^^

hr itu tmbbh parah.. yg bntu cma panka, aq , ma bamz...
hiks
tp aq jg bntu ga full..
jam 10 aq pergi grja trs kskul lg..
ujan,,
untung aq dpet mtr tebengan dr wahyu.. jd bsa lbh cepet.huehe..

yah.. smua brjalan dgn cukup indah lha pokoke...hhe


luph OSIS..

ahahaha

my family in school... luph u all, my bros n sis'....

udh pensiun niii.. hha.... met brjuankkkkk..^^

GBU

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

First on Sept

Ui..
P0st pertama dbln sept.
Yaya.
Lamany ga ngep0st ui..=|

mm,
what i wanna type ab0ut?

Crta ttg ap y..
Aha!
Pemilos! Gmana?
Kandidatny heksa,yoggie,t0mmy..
Tw ga c,
aq ma inti yg laen ckp sdih dgn tdk adany nama bamz dkandidat.. Huks.
Sediiih.
Actually,kta t ngeharap dy bgt yg jd ketos.
Gila,teladan bgt orgny,s0pan,rajin,pinter,supel,taat ibdh,haduh.. Kata2 apalagi yg ckp u/ mlukiskan btapa cocokny bamz spy jd ketos..=c
namun apa daya,
hdup it plhan,
n bamz udh tekad ga mw ikt OSIS lg,
apalagi jd ketos (y jelaslah!)

jd y kandidatny 3org td.
Lmyn,. 3 org it dpt suara >100.. Keren jg..
Tp byk jg yg abstain krn mw milih imad..hmm.
N finally, yg trpilih dgn suara tbnyak--> yoggie ranto asmoro.
Msh kuingat dy t ank buahQ dkunyit pas M0S 1ta0n lalu.
C0ngrats,y0g!
Aq bharap kmu bsa jd pmimpin yg bae,
bwa OSIS ta0n ni "lebih" dr ta0n sblmny..
Ya,,"lebih" dlm sgala hal.
Amin.. Kmu bsa! =)

bwt pngurus laen, n crta LDKS.
Dp0stingan brktnya y,
cu.. ^^

Saturday, August 23, 2008

So hard to feel this

'Cause i need u
n i miss u
n i wonder..

If i could fall into the sky
do u think time would pass me by?
N u know i'd walk a thousand miles
if i could just see u tonight..

And i, i..
Don't wanna let u kn0w
and i, i..
Don't wanna let this go

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Kangen dia, kangen masa lalu.

Aku K A N G E N dia.
Kangen brbicara dgnnya.
Dngar tawany.
Dngar leluc0nny.
Dngar drapan langkah kakiny yg cepat ktika mnuruni tangga.

Kangen nonton televisi dgnnya.
Lihatny mmbaca.
Lihatny seru mnonton hingga larut.
Lihatny brbicara dgn tmn2ny.

Kangen pergi dgnnya..kmanapun itu.
Dbonceng dgnnya,memelukny dr blakang dan tidur dpunggungny.
Digendongnya.
Diajarny bnyak hal.

Knpa aq tak pernah mrasakannya lg?

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Ttg 28 juli barusan..

Yah.. Tgl 28 malam. Hehe.
Aq battle ma dy.. Ahaha.
Tp agk ga jelas gtu,, ga ad wasit,juri,medali,piala,thr0pi. Halah2..
=p
ga gtu. Mksd aq ya kta battle tp bkn battle yg tanding resmi. Hoho. Just between me n him.. =)
aq gtw malu, triak2 gtw dah ad yg dgr ap ga.. Ckck.
Tp it seneng.. Haha. Lg seru gt c..xD
Cape,lemah,lunglai,berat otot kaki..=p
tp senang.. Haha. ^^
jus alpukatx jg,bwt snang..tp ad pahitx yg tak trlupakan.. Hhoho.. Tetep aj habiz. Wkwkwk.

Ini rasany LDR.. Ya senang, ya berat, ya sedih, ya macem2 lha.

Tombol pause yg udh tertekan,ntar ga bakal gtu lg.. LDR ni akan mulai "play" lg.. Waw..

Hmm. Btw td plg skul,tia told me sumthing.. Hmm. Actually, i dun wanna hear 'bout him anym0re.. =|

nite all.
Gb.=)

Monday, July 28, 2008

Ya.. Last days are real in front of me..

Sejenak kau hadir menemaniku..
Terasa begitu indah 'tuk dlukiskan..

Seberkas bayangmu hadir dbenakku..
Setelah kurasakan dalamnya artimu..

Dalam detik penuh bahagia,
T'lah kucoba 'tuk resapi
Satu yang trbaik untuk dirimu kini..

Sebuah kisah yg t'lah kita rajut..
Terukir untuk kita jaga
Dibatas bening jiwa
Yang kita cipta bersama..

Saturday, July 26, 2008

My nu family: XII IPZ 4. =)

Allow smua.=p

skarang dh kelas XII. Ga rasa bgt.
Udh aq crta lum? Tdinya kn aq di XII IPZ 5. Ad bude, miss hantu, ma miss lebai it lah.
Stelah M0S,bru aq msk kelas it 2hr n duduk brsama bude. (yuuk.)
kristen yg dkelasQ dpndh.. S0ale jam blajar agamax ga bsa cocok ma yg katolik.
Jdi.. Ank2 budha IPZ4 msk kelasQ.. N dtker ma kristen klzQ 3org(miss lebai,aq,richard).
Wulan ma eugene ke ipz 2..trz miss lebai ikt nyusul ke ipz 2 jg.

Jdi nih aq adaptasi lg. Hehe.
Agak males jg. Hoho. Tp so far y so good wae lha.. Puji Tuhan. =)
kelasQ kini, ga gt ribut2 bgt. Tp ank2ny ckp asik.. Haha. Ni aj aq duduk ma maia.. Hmm.. (tak trbayangkan hal ini trjadi.)

byk gru bru lg.
Pak maruli,olga. Bu endah,k0mp. Pak fahri,prancis.
Prancisny asik pol. Grux bae.
Aq sneng. ^^

skrg aq lg bgg ekskul.
Mw plh ap?? Huhu.
Yg PMR dh pasti.
1ny lg aq bgg. Bultang kah ato plh ekskul bru(prancis/jpan)..
Bntu d0a ya.
Ni msh ad 1hr lg untuk brpikir sblm aq mtzin ikt ekskul ap. Hehe.

Thx b4.
Luph u all. ^^
smangat2. !

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Be Yourself -Ellen Bailey

Why would u want to b sum1 else
When u could be better by being urself
Why pretend to b sum1 u are not
When u have sumthing they haven't got

Cheating urself of the life u have to live
Deprives others that only which u can give
U have much more to offer by being just u
Than walking around in sum1 else's shoes

Trying to live the life of another is a mistake
It is a masquerade; nothing more than a fake
Be urself n let ur qualities show through
Others will luph u more for being just u

Remember that God luphs u just as u are
To Him u are already a bright shining star
Family n friends will luph u more too
If u spent time practicing just being u

gmana? Bgz ga? Aq suka bgt ma liriknya.. Makany aq post dblog hr ni.,kbetulan aq lg nganggur ga skul td.. Hehe.

Ayo readerz! Jdi dri sndiri it yg trbae.. =) jgn bnding2in drimu dgn org laen trz menyesal karena kmu ga seperti dy.. Tp,bndingkan drmu dngan org laen trz brsyukurlah krn Tuhan nyptain kmu beda dr dia,krn kmu adlh kmu..

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Lagi2 telat nge-post.

Hr ni 3 kjdian tak trlupa:MOS Hari pertama make vest OSIS rame2,danter ariesky,roling class.

Deng deng deng deng.=p
pagi2,danter ariesky. Waaah.. Kjadian yg sangat amat langka,patut dctat dbku sjarah. Ckck.

Trus.
Y udh ad be2rapa ank bru yg dtg.
Lalu.
Aq,fina,ariesky kipa 3,ambil bku2 mnumpukx dl0ker,lalu kta put them back in ariesky's car. Hho.
M0ndar mandir,buu.=p
trz aq liat roling class.
Aq tak skelas ma bu2han. Yea!
Tapi. Aq skelas sma miss hantu.. OH NO ! >.<
ma miss overact jg,. Byangkan,masa saia 3ta0n skelas ma **** yg lebai ituh,hah?
Trs ma bude.. Haiya. Aq dajak duduk ma dy,tp aq td mngalhkan pmbcraan.. Maap y,,it hal yg amat sakral,aq tak mw mnjwb lgsg.=p
aq duduk mbe bude,mgkn aq isa trk0ntaminasi.. Maka it msuh besarx tmen2 baeQ jg..bner2 mas bi kerpul..

Huuf.
Usai dr it.
Aq ktmu vQ..vestQ ma dy.lgsg pake.. N,, i like it. Haha.^^ wrn mera marun. Bole lha.

S0al M0S,
aq dh ktmu deby,dy dkelasQ,kcmbah..
Ank dkelasQ ad cwo yg ekh hii. Haha. Mrp artis.hi3.
Lucu jg.. =p

Sunday, July 6, 2008

the time will come soon..^^

Allow..
Hepi Sunday all ..haha^^

Ga rasa udh tgl 6.. Juli pula..haha
Libur dah kelewat lama bgt, aq blm nyuci tas, nyuci sepatu..haduh..parah..haha
Ntar lg dah mw skul.. tgl 14 harusnya,
Tp dah dr kmrn2 sbk ma OSIS, urusin reuni akbar gtu dech,,fiuh..
Cape, tp pas reuniannya tgl 5 Juli maren, rasanya seneng gtu liat alumni2 yg lg melepas kangen bertaon-taon ga ktemu..ckck,,

Ni urusan reuni akbar dah kelar. Tinggal soal MOS..
Dan liburq pun pasti terpotong,, ni tgl 10 dah mulai Pra MOS gtu..hmm..

Smuanya tu berjalan TAK TERASA...

Belum lagi besok..haha
Pamer niii, besok aq 17 tahun,haha
Makin tua gtu deh..
Tp aq liat dr sisi lainnya aj : itu jd patokan seberapa dewasanya aq dr tahun ke tahun..aq c harapnya jd makin dewasa, trus bsa jd teladan n berkat bg bnyak orang.. Amin.^^

Ultahq selalu kena libur.. ckckc.
Itu selalu melekat di tgl 7 Juli.. haha..
Kemungkinan bnyk tmen yg lupa... kan ad yg lbur lha, ato ap lha..haih..
Makanya kalo ad yg inget n ucaapin aq met ultah tu udh bwt aq senenk bgt...huahahah...xD
Tp pas wktu tu Qpikir2, ad enaknya jg kalo Juli..kan ank kul pda bulikan gtu, trmasuk dy.. 2 taon ni ad dy trus di bpp..Puji Tuhan..=)

Hha.. Tuhan memang bae..
Wiiihh,
Hari ini aq hhaaapppyyyyyy.....huaaa.


Gbu all.

Luph u..hhooh

It sounds so sweet.. ^^

F0r one so small,u seem so str0ng.
My arms will hold u, keep u safe and warm..
This bond between us,can't be br0ken. I will be here,don't u cry.

Coz u'll be in my heart.
Yes.. U'll be in my heart .
Fr0m this day on. N0w n f0rever m0re.
U'll be in my heart.

N0 matter what they say. U'll be in my heart.always.
They'll see time. I kn0w.
We'll sh0w them t0gether.
U'll be in my heart.

Friday, July 4, 2008

read this..hho

Alow smuuuuaaa....^^

Hehehe,
Jumpa lg brsamasaia...hehe

Ni aq bru slese kopi2 data dari hape, ke laptop, ma ke fd...haha. job baru tuch..
Wkwkwk..=p

Ktik aplg y??

Ad artikel,, mw?

Judulnya: KEKUATIRAN

Memang kekuatiran sering menyakitkan, menyusahkan, menghilangkan sukacita yang seharusnya ada. Kalau anda sering diliputi kekuatiran, barangkali kata-kata bijak di bawah ini bisa membantu anda melenyapkan kekuatiran anda.

Kekuatiran tak akan membawa anda mendaki gunung.
Kekuatiran tak akan membayar rekening anda.
Kekuatiran tak akan mengeringkan air mata.
Bila anda mengisi hati anda dengan penyesalan untuk masa lalu dan kekuatiran untuk masa depan, anda tak memiliki hari ini untuk anda syukuri.

Kenyataan seringkali tidak seburuk yang dikuatirkan.
“Karena itu Aku berkata kepadamu: Janganlah kuatir akan hidupmu, akan apa yang hendak kamu makan atau minum, dan janganlah kuatir pula akan tubuhmu, akan apa yang hendak kamu pakai. Bukankah hidup itu lebih penting daripada makanan dan tubuh itu lebih penting dari pada pakaian?”
(Matius 6:25)

“Siapakah di antara kamu yang karena kekuatirannya dapat menambah sehasta saja pada jalan hidupnya?”
(Matius 6:27)

“Jadi, jikalau kamu tidak sanggup membuat barang yang paling kecil, mengapa kamu kuatir akan hal-hal lain?”
(Lukas 12 :26)

“Tetapi carilah dahulu Kerajaan Allah dan kebenarannya, maka semuanya itu akan ditambahkan kepaamu”
(Matius 6 :33)

“Sebab itu janganlah kamu kuatir akan hari besok, karena hari besok mempunyai kesusahannya sendiri. Kesusahan sehari cukuplah untuk sehari.”
(Matius 6:34)

“Janganlah hendaknya kamu kuatir tentang apapun juga, tetapi nyatakanlah dalam segala hal keinginanmu kepada Allah dalam doa dan permohonan dengan ucapan syukur”
(Filipi 4:6)

“Serahkanlah segala kekuatiranmu kepada-Nya, sebab Ia yang memelihara kamu.”
(1Petrus 5 :7)

(quoted by info youth)

SAY NO TO KUATIR, RAGU, dkk...haha..xD
-luph u all my readers...^^

Sunday, June 29, 2008

di ketik dari hr kamis neh,,26-06-08

ui smua..haha.
mmm,,
crita ap y??

Aq dah dapat “itu” lho..yea!
You don’t know how happy i am while typing this post..
Hehehe...^^

Oia,,
1 hal penting,
Dia udh di sini..
Balikpapan.haha.
Ckckck.
Jd LDRny lg ter-pause nech..halah2..

Apalagi??
Soal kelas XII ntar, aq harap-harap cemas neh,hehe.
Takut ntar dirombak, trus aq sekelas ma orang2 yang ga aq suka,,,haduh..
-.-a

That’s all dech,,
Nti kita smbung lg di blog yg berikutny. Heheh
Gbu all...
^^

-sedank berjuank

Monday, June 23, 2008

Huhuhu.

'miss sum1' tears are running down my face now. Haha.
Wanna see him, wanna talk with him, walk with him, laugh with him,.
But they doesn't happen today.. Eventhough for a minute.. A M.I.N.U.T.E !
>.<
Readers, tell me, how to stop this. I can't stop this.
I can't do sumthink to help me..help me to decreasing this feeling.
Do u think that i a dumb girl,huh?

I don't know..
Don't know..
Don't know why..

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

my XI class will end..

Tak trasa dh nyariiiis 1ta0n aq di XI IPS.. Ckck.
Dr yg ta0n lalu aq kbngungan milih jurusan,
mpe akhrny dh mantep IPS,trz mnjalani hari2q dkelas XI IPS 3..yg kata guru ank2ny buandel2. Haha.
Ngeri jg.. Halah.

Ntar lg klz XII.
Aq bnr2 ga tw ntar bkalan drombak lg ap ga..
Huf. Takut bgt ntar skelas ma org2 yg ga aq suka. Huwaaa..
Tp kalo trjdi y mw dapain, hrz trma lha,, masa mw jd pngecut minta pndah klz.. Haha.

Hmm. Sta0n ni. Awalny dket ma tia,dewa,tamara,eshe,eph0..eh lma2,dtglah maia diiringi dgn jadiny genk BUBUHAN.. Yayaya, it made a big effect 4 me,n them till now.. >.<
mrk jd brubah sdkt dmi sdkt seiring wkt,
lalu.
Pa heri dgn aturanny yg biasa,merombak susunan tmpt duduk.
Aq n mrka jd tmbh juauuuh(bca:jauh).
N tmbh lma aq tmbh dket ma profes0r,algojo aden,algojo satria,meri n mitra.
Tp dkarenakan tmpt duduk yg lbh dket ma 3cwo it,aq lbh dket m mreka.
Yah,aq ngerasa nyaman bgt tmenan ma cwo2 it. Haha.
Lbh ga egois kyk cwe,ga munafik.. (cwe2 dkelazQ)
dr mrk aq jg jd tw n lbh ngerti sisi lainny cwo.
Bneran lho. Hehe.
Cwo nakal2 jail gtu,mrk punya sisi yg mantap tak trgoyahkan,ga plin plan gtu lha.. Hhe. Tp bcndanya asik,dajak ngobrol enak,curhat jg. Haha.
Pas blajar,ga rbut.
Pas rbut, ga blajar. Halah.
Ngerti sikon gtu lha..
Cma jlekny cwo t, kdang ska ga btanggung jawab.. Nyebelin bgt.. Hehe.
Tp ma mreka aq bsa ktawa yg bner2 ktawa..dan blajar yg bner2 blajar.. =)
meri ma mitra jg tmen yg baik.. Cma,khusus meri ad nilai minnya smnjak april kmrn.. Maap y..
Y itulah.. Dr tmen2q di XI IPZ 3 ni, aq jd paham sisi lainny cwe n cwo lbh lg dr sblmny. Haha.
Thx bwt 3musketek it. Haha. Ga kok,canda aj prof,den,sat.. Hi3.

Klo ntar kta ga brenk lg,ap y yg aq kangenin dr 3little pig ini? (haha,ad2 aj)=p
prof: ska manggil aq 'young',,'yen sep', ap sgala..aneh2.. Crewetnya,m0odynya,clana gantungny,n spatu baunya. Jk.
Den: ska manggil2 naga lha, cina lha, dll dah..
Haha. Jagony minta minum n makan ma aq.. Wkwk. Trus dia paling sneng ngolok2.. N ska bgt ma kacang tlur. Haha.
Sat: ska manggil 'chan'.. Lucu dah.. Wkwk. Dy paling unik manggilnya. Paling ska ma lumpia yg kubwa.. Haha.

Den ma sat, ntar klo ga ad lumpia lg,gpp y? Haha. Jgn kangen.wkwk.

Trz ma yg laen :
alda,meri,mitra,ma tia..cwe2 yg msh kuanggap enak.. Haha. Tmen makan brengQ tuh.

Bubuhan.. Hmm. Biasa ajah ma mrk.. N0 c0mment deh.

Rusel.. Emang bnr y kta sinchan,..kmu ska ikt cmpur,.licik pula.. Huh.

Deasy.. N0 c0mment..jrg msk sih.. Haha.

Katleen,wulan,shinta,weni.. Kalian genk yg k0mpak.. Haha. Tp ska telat.. (maestronya ipz 3.) katleen,lama ga tabok2an kita...! =p

dewa. Yah,, paling ska blangin aq sipit.. Dy jg kalee.=s

angga,lukman.. Tkng tdur..hi3.

Yunan,. Sbel ma kmu,. =p

bernard. Bspren pas SD.. Rbut bgt dy dkelas. Ckck. Tp y gpp lha.. Haha.

Dimas.. Eh,mana fotoQ, ga kmu blikin? Swt..

Andri,ozzy,gusti,jabal.. Ap y? Y udh,rajin2 maen UNOnya..haha.

Jane,. Lepasin lebaimu please.. Hmm.

Nini.. Ank rajin, tp kalo rbut bsa jg.. Hhe.

Itu aj y? Brapa totalny?wkwk.

Sukses bwt kita smw ya!!
Nakal2 gtu,kalian ckp brkesan. Haha. Aq jg nakal kok.. Hi3.. =p

see u all..Gb.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Laggi snankh. ^^

Alow2.
Lama tak brsua.
Haha.
Post ap ne? Bgg aq. '_'
oia.
Crta LDKS udh lum?
Yg ttg "hantu"ny udh?
Eh eh ..ga usa ngmg gtuan d.. Haha.
Mm..ok I'll share about my exam.. Haha.
Smuany brjalan baik.
MnurutQ c gtu. Dr awal mpe skrg-lg ngu bbrapa hasil ul yg laen..
Dr awal sblm exam,aq dah mningkatkan smangat blajar,lalu,pas exam,aq dh bsa laksanain misiQ-don't do cheating.
Hhe. Jd y aq puas..^^
ni aq tnggal ngu nilai bindo,bing,eko,ma sjarah.
Pray 4 me y .=)
thx b4..
Aq lg optimis mencapai targetQ.. Moga brhasil. Amin. =)

bwt para readers,
(PerkiraanQ,yg baca paling cma 2org sajah.. Kesian. =p)
andalkan Tuhan trz dlm sgala hal y..bharaplah cma ma Dia..
Key?
Gbu all.
(3

Friday, May 30, 2008

seperti yang dulu

huehehehe....

pa kbr smua?? halah2..

neh aq ngeblog ga di hape kyk biasa neh..hoho..
ga ad plz n lg menekan pngeluaran plzQ yang kian memboros..-.-"

mmm...aq hr2 ni parah bgt... ngantukan...
td aj pas tes ammecc sempet2nya aq bobo tu nah... swt...
udah mpe temimpi pula..ckckck... bayangkan !

biz tu tebangun,,itu pun dbangunin ma erick ntu... swt...
bis slese tez,,msh tetep ngantuk,,
mpe drumah, aq msh tengantuk2..tp sempetin maem dlu gt khan.
baru aq ngejilid KTq...(astaga bu,,aq nyesel maren ngumpul,maka pnyaQ khan dh dtandatanganin ibu.... -.-")
jilid_in drapak.. gila mahal bgt.. harga jilidnya amat sangat ga wajar...ckcck..

trus pulang,, nunggu algojo aden bwt ngmbil n nitip KTq..janji jam 1.. kutunggu2 tp ga ad...
aq ga tahan sudah...
ke kemar... dr barink2 jd mpe tetidur... jam 2 lwat2,, aq dbangunin mamaQ... adennya dtg trnyata (sebelum itun aq sma sekali gtw...saking ga sadarnya).. jd dgn muka ngantuk2 aq ngasi KTq ke aden + dengan suara serak asli bru bgn tdur.... haduh2..

yah...trus aq lnjut tdur lg...ckckck
bangun jam k lwat.. swt.

yah diatas smuanya itu.. aq kangen bgt seperti yang dulu...
apalagi yang pas aq 3 SMP... rajin bgt, penuh semangat, meskipun itu pas aq lg drundung masalah yang berat bgt...
bangun pagi tratur(ga dbngunnin), tidur teratur, bangun tratur, makan teratur, rajin blajar pula... hmmm...


pray 4 me yah,, spy aq bisa kyk gtu lg...hehe.. blajar dr pnglaman..hoho.

-sedank berjuank

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

A friend in need is a friend indeed..

A friend in need is a friend indeed.
Ya,
it jdul postinganQ pagi ini..
Aq lg dkelas bindo skrg..
Ad guru pdhl. Bu yen lg mriksa2 KT.

Aq nekat y? Iy.. Huh. Aq lg stress. Jujur aj.
Tp bsyukur jg.. Slama pmbuatan KT ini kykny Tuhan dh ngajarin aq bnyk hal..
Yg lg jd pkiranQ y soal jdul postinganQ hr ni.

Susah bgt jaman skrg ktemu org (atau lbh sopanny : teman) yg ikhlas kalo nolong..

Ya,skarang aq bru menyadari.. Trkadang tman ga slamanya mndukung kta sepenuhnya dan menolong kita..
Haih.

Sedih bgt aq hari ini.. Emosiku muncak. Hiks.

jarang bgt ad teman yg 'ad' dalam kebutuhan kita,bner2 mw nolong kita pas saat kta ga bsa apa2 n ga tw hrz bgaimana.. Yg bisa ksi solusi,bukanny destruksi.. Dan yg jujur apa adanya,dan ga mnunda2 janji lalu ga menepatinya..

Lagi lagi dan lagi.. Aq bner2 ngerasa aq trlalu.. Dan MASIH terlalu mudah percaya ma temen..
Pray 4 me please.. I need it so. Thx my readers. (3

GB.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Aq pngen dpt k0ment! Haha.

Duh,yg baca k0ment_in aq phank.. Huhu.
Bnyk bgt blogQ Yg O comentnya.. =p

btw,td aq isenk bca2 blogQ dbln januari.. Dstu ad bnyk kjdian..
Yg plg d0minan 2..
Pmberian surat pda eek,
ma kdatangan dia.. Hi3.

Aq kangen bgt ma yg kdua it.. Hi3.. Miss him too much! Miss miss him here with me! Huhu.

Kpn dtng?=p

hmm. Td aq abis iktin seminar fiesta. Asik jg lho.
Tp mpe jam 11 gt.
Trz aq krmyna liat mitra nampil,trz aq grja..
Jujur,aq nyesel bgt iktin bjukanny meri bwt krmyana.. Huh huh. Ga bkal lg aq kyk td =s

nah,abis grj,plng,maem..
Nti mlm aq ga dmbi,jd ntar aq krja kry tlzQ.. Dwarnet .. =)

aq dh bilang kb0zq lho,soal itu.. Hihihi.
Ktany c udh dsetujuin..
Waa,aq jd smangat kalo mikirin itu.. Hi3. =.=

doain cepet dpt itu y.. Haha. Thx.

(pzt bgg,apa it 'ITU' .. Wkwkwk. )

-sdank brjuank
GB.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Aku = ***** B.A.N.G.E.T !

Dasar bodoh !
Bego..
Payah..
Mikir dlu makanya !

Yah.. It aq..
Ngelakuin ksalahan lg.
Bwt dy marah,ksel,gondok,kcewa.. Huh.

Kykny maapQ ga guna jg.. Hrz gmana y? Ngerasa bodoh bgt aq.. Tingkat ksadaranQ kurang tinggi.. Aq S.A.L.A.H. BANGET !

>.<

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

'bout my school today..

Aq lg drmh ni..
Nyampe rmh,gnt bju,maem.. Nyam.. Enak.. ^^
trz aq sbk ma hpQ..smsan gt..hoho.
Trz pas ngu blsannya,isenk2 aq bka opera,,eh kmu tw ap yg aq liat??
Dhistorynya,fsQ dh log_0ut,trz ad be2rapa page dstu yg aq ga ad view..

Yah..kmu tw artinya ap?
TmenQ bka diem2..
Si itu tuh.,yg prnh kcewain aq(tp bkn oby)
Kaget aq..
Pdhl hr ni aq lg snenk+lega gt,dy dh nepatin janjinya..(stelah brbulan2..T.T)
Eh,twnya dy brbuat lancang lg ke aq.. Duh plis deh,klo mw ngenet y ngmg dlu lha.. Aq ga ska e dginiin.. Harusnya minta ijin.. Ga liat2 jg lg btreQ lg low ato ga.. Huh.. Kmu ini, m****..

Ckck.

Oia. Td bu eva smpet marah dkelas..ckck. Dy blg,dh bnyk gru yg k0mplain ttg klzQ. Hiks. Sdih jg saia.. Huhu. Ampuni kami guru2..
(") (")
(>_<)
( (||) )

hhe.. =D
GB.

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Rescue Me-Fontella Bass

Rescue me
take me in ur arms
rescue me
I want ur tender charm
'cause I'm lonely
n I'm blue
I need u
n ur luph too..

Come on n rescue me
come on,baby,n rescue me
come on,baby,n rescue me
'cause i need u by my side
can't u see that i'm lonely
rescue me

come on n take my heart
take ur love n conquer every part
'cause i'm lonely
n i'm blue
i need u
n ur luph too
Come on n rescue me
come on,baby,n rescue me
come on,baby,n rescue me
'cause i need u by my side
can't u see that i'm lonely

Rescue me
take me in ur arms
rescue me
I want ur tender charm
'cause I'm lonely
n I'm blue
I need u
n ur luph too..

Come on n rescue me (come on baby)
takd me baby (take me baby)
hold me baby (hold me baby)
love me baby (love me baby)

can't u see I need u baby
can't u see that i'm lonely
rescue me
come on n take my hand
c'mon,baby,n be my man
'cause i love u
'caure i want u
can't u see that i'm lonely

take me baby ( take me baby)
love me baby ( love me baby)
need me baby (need me baby)
mmm-hmm(mmm-hmm)
can't u see that i'm lonely

HarDikNas

Kemarin, 02 mei..
Hari Pendidikan Nasional..
Upacara di skul..
Hmm..

Aq jd inget guru2q yg lalu2..
Mw tw? =p

*TK
aq lupa sapa ae guru2ny.. Yg paling aq inget tu pak Sam..
Soalny aq dlu prnh les jg sama dy.. Yg paling aq inget t pas dajarin itung.. Waktu bapakny diktein bilangan2.. Kita2 dsuruh nulis angkanya. Haha .misalny aj kyk gni nih,masa bilangan dua puluh dua, aq tulis dlu tuh -->202..wkwk. Ank TK,ank TK.. =D pak2,makasi y dah ajarin aq yg kyk gtu,jd ngerti,pas TK dlu.. Hhe.

*SD.
Yg dmana? GPIB? Aq inget pak Sudjarwo as KepSek,ma Bu Ester.. Bu Ester t walasQ dkelas 1..(3 lama ga ketemu..

Kalo yg di Yos..
Bu Lucia Kiswati,kepsek.
Pak Fransiskus Lah,kepsek.
Trus walas2q.
-Bu Emirita Sumarni,dipanggil Bu Rita(II B),yg punya bnyk jag0an drmh + molly jg.. Hehe. Dlu pas aq absen 1hr gara2 ujan lebat,besoknya beliau nanya : kenapa kmu ga trun kmarin? Trus aq jwb : ujan,bu.. Dbales gni : oh,jdi klo tiap hari ujan,kmu mw ga turun terus gitu???
Aq : ga,bu.. (lemes dah.)
-Bu Agnes Rantiyem,dipanggil Bu Agnes(IIIB),yg puny ee lalat di idung..killer tp sbnernya ga jg c..huf2. Inget bgt dlu aq prnah dmarain,gara2 ga ganti baju seragam pas abis olga,trus aq dsuru gnti,kalo ga,ga blh pulang..aq lgsg tnggal kabur.wkwk. Hope u forget this,mrs Agnes ! =p
-Bu Rita(IV A),yaya..ma dy lg. Hehe. aq t sering bgt les ma bu Rita..thx ilmu tambahannya bu! ^^
ibunya bae..hoho. Tp klo lg emosian ngeri jg boo..>.<
yg paling aq inget, ni guru kdng2 suka mencetin jrawat gt,pdhl lg les_in aq dkk.. Swt.
Trz ma ank2,suka melesetin Bu RITA -->GuRiTa..wkwkwk..XD
Bu Menik(IV A), bu Menik ini guru baru. Pas aq kelas 3,dy sempet gntiin bu Agnes pas ibunya lg di opname gt.. Wkt t tmen sbangkuQ : Mario,blg gni pas ibunya slesai perkenalan ke kita : " ha? Menik? Menik kan nama monyet tetanggaQ.. Wkwkwk"
nah gurunya ni agak nyebelin gt.. Huf.
Tp knapa kok jd guru pngganti lg pas aq klz 4 ?!?! Alna bu RITA cuti hamil gt d.. Hiks. Bu menik pokokny pas dlu t sentimen bgt ke aq. Npa c?!
-Bu Lince Silalahi,dpanggil bu Lince(V B) pas kelas 5,aq ngeles ma dy.. Gila,rmhny dbatu butok.hehe. Yg paling aq inget c,logatnya it.. N dy jg msh prnah krmhQ febuari lalu..(3
aq inget,dlu jamanny aq dbantai ma ank2.. Ad yg mpe braksi 'ngapa2in' bukuQ gt.. Aq udh jngkel bgt kdy,aq kstw kguru,trz c Petra dhukum ---> ganti bukuQ 10bji ! Haha..
Namun pas klz 6,mrk smw brtobat n ga prnh usilin aq lg.
-Bu Christina.dpanggil bu Kris (VI A),orgnya ndut bgt.. Ckck.aq ngeles ma dy jg,barenk mona,bayu,dedi,ma feny..drmhnya,gn.malang..ni ibunya agak2 malas2an gt orgny..=p
mm,aq dh cape ktik.
Ntar lanjut lg ttg guru2 laen di SDq yah..ok? ^^

Gbu all.(3

Thursday, May 1, 2008

First post in may !! (3

Lalalala..
Aq seneng hr ni !
Yup.
Td aq biz grj,.kgramed..ma fia jg gt.. Hoho. ^^
aq bli SD lg, 4 ma 5.. ^^
ma bli pnsil mekanik,stip,pnggaris bsi..ckck.emang kok ank klzQ ni,apalg yg cwo2,minjem brgQ pzt ilangan mulu.huhu. Tp aq ikhlas..hoho.. Yg pnting pas injem,ngmg sek ambe akuh..=)

hmm..obrolin apalg??
Hmm. Aq smpet kcwa ma seseorang mulai td pagi..ngerasa gmanaaa gituuu..>.<

yaya. Aq hrz sabar n tetap brsyukur.
Ayo! Fighting2 !

Hmm.btw i wanna say a specially thx to sum1 yg udh nemenin aq hr2 ni.. Dh crt bnyk ke aq,trbuka ke aq,ilangin bete n suntukQ,dh mw jln ma aq,blanja brnk..hhe Luph ya ! ^^

Gbu all my readers!
(3

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Dulu ma sekarang beda atuh..

Ckck.
Tumben ni pagi aq dtg paling awal.. Nympe skul jam 6.30 .. Pdhl dlu yg awal2 aq t jam 6.25 dh dtg,udh ad 1-2 org.. Lha ini? Ga ad..
Jd y aq duduk2 ae dkelas mbil dgr lagu.. N abiz t dtg 1classmateQ..

Eh,tw ga.. Masa td pas mandi,aq keinget tmen SDq..tmen les privat jg tuh,pas 6SD.. Wkwk. Gtw npa,aq ga bsa lupain mrk..apalg mainan yg slalu mrk bwa..>.<
kta tuh,nge les cma b4.. Cwe 3, cwo 1..
Nah tiap plg les,pasti deh,smw-kcuali aq -->mainan.
Tw maen ap ga?xp
*tamiya
*bey blade
*crush gear
msh inget it smw sodara2?? Wkt t lg musim bgt.. Haha. Mreka suenenk bgt tuh maen gt..di adu gt pkkny..Tp aq ga prnh mnat maen c..tp prnh cb injem..=D
Trz prnh ntn kartun2ny pas minggu di indosiar. Hhe..
Skrg dh ga musim y,, jd penasaran, ank SD skrg musim adu maenan ap??
Hhehe..

Monday, April 28, 2008

Babi n Salad..xp

Haha.
Snenk eh. Aq lupa crita sampe..hoho.
Maren sblm grj,mampir dlu ke bc..mw bli babi ngesodh..
Eh tw2 ad surprise.. ADA SALAD DAYS keluar LAGI .. !!ooh.thx God.. Smpet bgg mw bli brp n gmana babinya,mw jd bli ap ga..

Nah y udh,aq ambil SD 2biji,,trz lgsg ktmpt bkunya radit.. Ambil babiny ntu.. Pas it papasan pulak ma rudianto tandrin.wkwk.ga kusapa.maap kawan,kmu c,ngolok2 aq..jd aq males nyapa kmu..ga knal jg c.haha.swt.

Trz aq liat kbagian c0nan.lum keluar yg 51..
Trz liat spanduk grmed sale,msh ampe 11 mei boo !! Y udh..tnang hatiQ.hehe. Se engga2nya aq msh pny 10an hari bwt bli smw SD,yg lum aq pny..yes!^^

tp aq liat ,n0 1 ma 10 ga ad eh.. Kmana gerangan?? Hmm.. Moga ntar aq lum keabisan.. Poko'e ASAP,aq mw kGRAMEd lg.. ^u^
hihihi.

Trying to not be sad..

Yeah,dy lupa tuh..
Huks.
Sedih..
Npa?npa?npa?
Aq td bharap bgt mlm ni bsa tlpnan ma dy..bhkan dah dr plg pensi maren..tp dynya ktduran..
Yg hr ni,ktanya bsk2 aj,dy dh mw tdr..

Yeah.bsk2..
Bsk2?
Dy mw tdr..
Yaya.intinya dy lupa.. Kcewa..
Npa hrz kcewa?huh.aq jd ksel ma driQ ndri..=(

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Hari ' H '..

Dah drumah neeech ...!
^^
td aq jam 2an dh slse mandi,lgsg brgegas nae mtrQ,ke satria dulu tp,,bli walkie talkie,ma btre cadangan.. Trz t lwat martadinat,bli peniti 2 renteng,trz otw dah kbanua..
Mpe dsna jam 3lwatan gt.. Trz lgsg ksi walkietalkie dll ke niel,,
bru aq pndahin mtrQ ktmpt parkir yg lbh dket ma banuanya..

Biz t kta2 pda kbalkon,trz turun..(btw aq dh pake kcmt bruQ td..wkwkwk)
trz kta dpanggil,bwt drias dll gt..
Brgiliran.. Tkng rias ad 2,ma tkng rias spesial bali,jd 3.. Trz ma tkng sanggulny 1.. Jd ad 4ibu ibu dstu..
Aq prtma dsasak dlu,dsanggul gt.. Pas awal2,ap nda kyk rocker,trz kyk sarang burung,trz kyk hantu,trz jd kyk org jawa bnran.. Hmm.
Bru aq drias.. Wew.. Bdak tbel,blush on n smacamny..ckck..
Bru gnti bju..bwahannya longgar man!
Bru fotoan ma fia. Trz kta kbwh,lat lg b4..
Trz k atas,trz pas udh mulai kta ntn, pas udh mw dkt glran kta,kta smw lgsg kbackstage..weqz. Akhrny braksi kta..huhu. Pas di BS,oki blg : yen! Kmu kan cina !kok bsa c?! Wahaha.. Bsa jg jd jd jawa..
Aq prtma snyum ae,trz blik muka alna malu wid dandananQ,,eh bukan malu c..cma gmana gt..hoho. Trz aq blg :aq kan cinta indonesia..hhehe.

Trz kta mulai d nariny..
Prtma minang,japin,trz jaipong,bedayan,bali,bugiz.. Pas jaipongQ,we did a mistake..T.T but in d end of this event,my classmate said that it didn't matter,all of ur dancing is pretty..
Weqz.syukur d..
Trz kta jd backgroundny kan,mpe tari trkhr bru plng lwt jalan tngah,.aq ma fia yg mimpin,hmm..
Biz t kta gnti bju.. Yg plg brmasalah cma rambut ae.. Bkas sasakannya gila bgt! Wkwk. Ga bsa dbaikin ..huhu.
Jd dgn rmbt wewe cantik.halah.kta nae tangga,trz brsihin make up d atas.. Ad yg maksa2 sisir rambutnya yg kras kyk keset it biar jd n0rmal.. Tp aq ga brani..hoho. (oia,si bude ga lepas2 t sanggulannya.. Pede yah. Hoho. Pdhl yg lain lpas.. Mba,mw dkmanain t sanggul n aksesoris sewaan?! =p )
jd kbtulan vicky nyusul,dy lg pke topi semi koboiny panka.. Ta pnjem.. Haha. Siiip bgt khan ideQ ?! Jd aq ga ush malu ma rmbtQ Yg nanjak n kras it, ga ush cape2 baekin dsono, n skaligus bsa tampil bda..wkwk .kren jg.. =p
trz pas muka dh lmyn brsih.. Y dah,aq ntn..ma vQ.. Smpet kbwh,tp biz t nae lg.. Ngerekam sbgian,trz fotoan. Pas jam 10.15 ato 10.30 acr slse,dtutup ma smaradha band.. Lega aq.. Trz yaaa kta makan,dkasi kotakan jg 2.. Tp aq bwa plg.. Dh dtlp ma boz c. Huh .
Jd aq brgegas plng,.ga ama bamz,tp ma yofa.. Syukurlah..
Abiz bamz msh mw angkat2 gt..

Pas mw plng,lgsg aq ambil standardQ kwc.. Gnti dsna.. Topi tbengan lgsg aq bulikin. Wkwk. Jd khan ga ad yg liat aq rambutny gt.. =p
trz otw plng,ngobrol2 ma yofa.. Dr hal pnting mpe yg ga jelas..
Trz nyampe rmh, laper bgt,maem nasgor yg aq bw plng td.. Trus minum,trz ngurus ni rambut mpe jam 12 gt..ckck.

Hoho. Cape,tp lega, n jg senenk.
Thx God. ^^

c fina msh dRS ni.. Bwt yg baca,doain dy y biar cpt smbh..thx.

*sedankberjuank.
Gb.

Friday, April 25, 2008

Yayaya.. -.-"

Huwaaaa..
RaportQ jelekz..
Huhuhuhu..
Pa heri jg neh,bkin keki ae.. Huh..
Cba kurang lebih dkit.. Hiperbola. I hate it.
>.<

Monday, April 21, 2008

All about biduran.

"Biduran oh biduran..
Biduran sangatlah gatal..
Udh gatal,bentol2 banyak pulak..
Kalo dgaruk,merahlah kulitnya..
1 2 3 dan 4,
5 6 7 8..
Oh biduran,cepat2 pergi sayang..
Kalo gak pergi,marahlah diriku.."

wkwk..ni lagu soleram aq ubah. Haha.
Skarang lg dtoko ni,bru plng lat dskul..
Lg mendung..makany aq harap2 cemas akan kulitQ.. Apakah dy akan muncul lg? Haduh2. Sem0ga tdak..
Kamu tw?
Demi biduran ni.. Aq telah :
* mnum CTM mpe telernya minta ampun dh
* kdokter,maem obat2,pake bdak cair
* coba2 olesin minyak kayu putih
* mandi pke aer rebusan daun
* olesin badan pake ciu
* ga mandi dr kamis sore,minggu sore baru mandi..weqz.
* minum aer kelapa muda

ckck.. It perjuanganQ ..halah2.
Thx bgt bwt yg dh ksh saran.. Ma2, ii cin, helen, ndrew, sthef, ce2 ling2, ivan, fia , tia , n bwt yg ga dsbutin..maap y..mgkn aq lupa,ato kmu emang ga ksh aq saran..hoho.

Truz .. Thx jg bwt smw doa2 kalian(yap2,meli,fina,ce link,helen siz,robi,aden,dll).. Aq tw bnyk bgt yg doain.hoho.xp
thx..
Aq beriman biduranQ ilang. Amin. ^^

Horrible dream.

Last nite,,oups.. I mean,last nite n last m0rning, i had a nitemare.. Huks.. So bad.. It was so horrible. >.<

therefore, i wanna dream about sum1,or least--a happy dream.. But.. But..
It wasn't happened.. Only 1dream.. Yeah,it's about my school n friends..

Happy in first,,but bad n horrible in da middle n end.. Fiuh.

We just had fun there,,in my school's event.. In the end of event,she said : " ntar kita makan yah.. Pokoknya aq mw makan."
ckck..
I just said : " iyah2."
haha. Coz i luph eating so..=p

after we had dinner,
dun know why,. I just went home only with her.. She said : "aq ga mw lwt jalan kyk biasanya.. Kita lwt jalan lain aj yah.."
i said : "oke.."
then,we stopped our angkot..xp
we stept on a 'gang' n we didn't find the way we wanna through.. Ckck.
N finally,we found it.. But in the way, the bridge was broken..weqz. N dunno why,there was a river that i didn't ever see in that way..
N i tried to walk in the river (yeah,dat river is chetek u now..) but it was too far.. So i went back.. N dunno why, my pren did the same thing i just did.. So ridiculuos ,huh? She know dat,it's too hard,but she tried again.. N suddenly, sumtink(i dun wanna tell u what it was),,crashed her,n killed my pren slowly.. N u know.. I was d last person who in her last life,wid my own eyes, i really2 shocked in dat dream,.cried,n shouted at dat time.. Wanna hold her hands,but we can.. Hiks..

Yeah.. It's da m0st horrible dream.. N then, i went to her house,talked to her mom with gemeteran body.. N then,when i want to tell it, i wake up!

Fiuh2..
When i woke up, i still shocked,gmeteran,ksemutan.. Ckck.

N i look at my hp.. 1mc from fina.. I call her back,but her hp isn't active.. Then,call meli,send her msg.. N then call cucut,talk wid her n also ariesky.. Thx God.. Fiuh. I'm so happy at that time.. Hmm.^^

btw, hr ni 1ta0nny aq dbptiz.. Doakan saia bsa jd lbh bae dr skrng y.. Amin..
Gb.^^

Sunday, April 20, 2008

1 thessalonians 5:18

" in everything give thx,for dis is d will of God in Christ Jesus for u.."

Aq brusan dsadarkan tmanQ.
Yaah,tpatny.. Dy mmbukakan pandanganQ..

Aq bru tw kalo slama ni aq ga bner2 mngucap syukur dlm hati,roh,jiwaQ wkt dlm ksdihanQ,ksengsaraanQ,ktdakpuasanQ,kkuranganQ n ap yg aq pny,yg lg trjadi ma aq... Aq cma ngucap syukur dmulut aj wkt doa ma Tuhan..

Aq udh sadar akan ksalahanQ ni.. Aq jg brarti pny dosa iri.. Yah,iri akan smw yg aq hayalkan.. Aq hrz trima smw ni.. Karena.. Ini smw adalah R.E.N.C.A.N.A TUHAN.. Rencana yg bae,smpurna,n jg,pasti,INDAH..

Thx God,for make me feel this joy, U relieved my sadness just now by ur daughter,mel,my friend..hoho. Can't forget this m0ment.. Thx thx thx..

Saturday, April 19, 2008

A little things about GlobIng-global warming.

Hoho. Aq jd rajin ngeblog lg.haha.

Aq lg bwt karya tulis ni..lg proses gt.. N ni dah nyampe bab 2.. Aq bahas ttg kerusakan lingkungan hdup..
Salah satunya ad nanti aq bahas ttg pemanasan global..

Weqz.. It bahaya bgt tu..hmm..

Nah,apa yg bisa kita lakuin bwt mencegah keadaan bumi tambah panas?
1. Kurangi pmakaian kndaraan brmotor..karena kndaraan brmotor ngeluarin CO2 yg bikin efek rumah kaca.
2. Kurangi pmakaian listrik kalo ga prlu,karna trnyata listrik bisa nyebabin efek rumah kaca.
3. Kurangi pmakaian barang2 yg make spray,yg mengandung CFC.
4. Beli barang yg bisa ddaur ulang,terus kta jg bsa ikt program pnghijauan yg dadain pemerintah.
5. Sosialisasikan ttg bahaya global warming sama smw org.
6. Make brg2/perkakas yg ga boros listrik.. Ato sering2 make yg ga pake tnaga listrik.
7. Jgn biarin pintu kulkas trbuka lama2.
8. Jln kaki aj,ato nae speda klo ktempat yg emang jarakny dket,biar ga nambah polusi.. Ato nbeng tmen yg searah..wkwk.
9. Cari kndaraan yg ramah lingkungan n jgn biarin kndaraan hidup lama2 klo ga dpake.
10. Yg msh ska make pensil,apalg ank2 skul. Pke yg mekanik saja yah..ga usa yg kayu lg.
11. Pnggunaan tisu,kapas,kertas jgn boros2..


Ni sumber2ny dr GF mag neh,dedit sdikit..hehe.
Hoho. Aq mncoba mnsosialisasika GlobIng ktmen2 smw..hi3.
Moga aj bnyk yg pduli..hehe..
Gb.

Isenk2 ngeblog neh..hoho.

Ga enak nich. Drumah aj.
Maren ga msk skul.. Ga liat sbgian nilai mid sndri, ga lat nari barenk ank OSIS , ga krmh ariesky barenk yg lainx, n ga ikt PMR yg materix lg praktek.. Huhuhu.

Brusan aq slse sarapan ni.. Tp blm slse mnum tehQ.hehehe.. Panas dalem neh aq. Pnyakit bru. Haiya. =s

tp maren snenk jg c.. Hehe. Pas aq sakit msh ad tmenQ Yg mw d0ain aq.. Trz ad yg krmh malah.. Yg 1 ngasi maeman.. (Asik).^^
yg 1 minjemin majalah. Haha.
Maka aq ga minta. Inisiatif ndri t.. Hoho. Thx 4 both of u ! =)

yah,next.
Untuk yg entah kberapa kaliny,aq lg mrasa lonely.. Mw cari tmen smsan.. Tp cma ad pulsa m3. Tuh,nyebelin kan.. Fiuh..
Makany ngenetQ tmbh mnggila frekuensiny,.ckckck.
Gmana carany aq lepas dr lonely ni y?? Adakah saran,tman?

One i want

Sitting in my room last nite
staring at d mirror
i couldn't find a reason why
i couldn't be near him

'cause u r d one that started
to make me feel dis way
n every nite i'm thinking
about d words u'd say

pictures going through my mind
when we're together
all these long n sleepless nites
will i ever get better

cause u r d one that started
to make me feel dis way
n every nite i'm thinking
about d words u'd say
'cause u r THE ONE THAT I WANT

Now u know how i feel
dis love is forever
u make my life seem so unreal
will i ever get better?

Lagu lawas.hoho.

I haven't slept at all in days
it's been so long since we've talked
and i have been here many times
i just don't know what i'm doing wrong

what can i do to make u love me
what can i do to make u care
what can i say to make u feel this
what can i do to get u there

there's only so much i can take
and i just got to let it go
and who knows i might feel better
if i don't try and i don't hope

what can i do to make u love me
what can i do to make u care
what can i say to make u feel this
what can i do to get u there.

No more waiting,no more aching
no more fighting,no more trying

maybe there's nothing more to say
and in a funny way i'm calm
because d power is not mine
i'm just gonna let it fly

Fiuh.. Fiuh.. So sick. So lonely. So tired..

Humm.akhirnya.. Stelah aq set ini itu d0peraQ,aq bsa mngisi blog yg berhari2 aq coba sign in tp ga bsa..=s

tw ga jam brp ni skrg?
Udh jam 2.30 am tauk!
Gila jg ni. Haha.
Hbz aq bete aj. Td dah smbuh pnyakitq..tp biduranx kmbuh lg pas ujan deras..fiuh..
Trz ga ad krjaan. Maka aq cba2 ol,pas jam 11.. Chat ma sthef,.. Kta ad obrolin pjj.. Hoho..
Trz pas aq dah cape,eh ad ce rissa..y dah chat ma dy jg.hoho.. Tp ma ce rissa cma bntar aj..alna dy mw ksmd bsk.
ChatQ ma sthef ttp lnjt,trz ad lg yg ol,ce evi..ng0br0l2 lg..eh gtw npa dy ng0br0lin pjj jg.. Hmm. Trnyta ce evi prnh pjj.. 1ta0nan lbh pcran,trz ptz.. Wew..

Klo aq?=p
ce evi td nyelidikin aq trz neh.ckck.

Hmm.. Aq td chat ma 3org. Puas dah haha.. Ga ad tmen crt lg x.. Wkwk. Ga ad tmen smsan jg..hoho. Fiuh.

Sepi.. Mw crta2 ma dy? Smsan ma dy? Ngu dy smbh dlu x dr gngguan mentalny.. Dy sndri yg blng.. Cma dblog tuh,ga lgsg ke aq.. Y aq nanggepin dblog sajah.. Huhu..

Sepiiii.. Mgkn aq make m3 ad bgzx jg.. Biar ngenet2. Pnghilang bete..hoho.. Pnghilang sepiii.. N mgkn pnghilang b0sanQ AKan biduranQ yg setia bgt ma aq.. Fiuh.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Challenging mornink..

Weqz.

Ya ampun,parah bgt ni pagi.. Npa ya? Aq ni msk angin ap knapa?? Hoih2.

Aq tdr agak telat c,,sekitar jam 12 lewadh.. Dan entah knapa,
pas pagi aq bgn,
lgsg mandi,trz skt perut,
abiz mandi mw gnti bju seragam, eh skt perut lg..
Alhasil aq 2x ke wc..

Trz dgn lemes n bdan gmetaran,
gnti bju.. Dsuru ga msk c,,cuman mslhny ni hr aq ulangan susulan.hikz.

Jd aq memaksakan diri bgtu..
Lalu pas udh siap,aq lgsg mnum obt..
Entah knpa lgsg mual yg luar biasa dahsyatny.. Ddepan rumah,. Aq mun***.. Hoih. Menderita.. =s

trz aq te2p skul, tp pas nyampe klz,bru sdikit yg msk. . 1org malah. Y udh aq kwc.. Ngaca bentar,ternyata mukaQ Dh pucat..huf huf. Mngerikan !
Trz untk yg brpuluh2 kaliny,aq mengoleskan t minyak kayu p0tie..

Skarang aq dh mendingan.. Jgn ampe pas dskul gni lg d.. Amin. M0ga yg td trkhrny.. Gila aj,klo pas ulngan kyk tadi lg,mana bsa ngerja.. Hmm.

Pray 4 me yah.
^^
sedank berjuank

Friday, April 4, 2008

Lama ga ngeblog..

Hehe.
Isenk2..pgn share aj c td,makany ngeblog.. Nekat tauk,ngeblog pke as.. Aq pke asny yg OSIS jual,,td aq kan ga trun skul,tp te2p dkasi jajan..xp
jdiny aq pke bli as ntu,,
trus ssanx masuk ke u.kas.. Hoho.

Bcarain ap yah?
Oia,aq bsk mw lat nari lg.. Tp ni bkn bwt pensi.
Nariny 6 org.. Aq,heksa,melissa (osis)
trz ma tari,dara,n ayu (bkn osis)
ni tari bwt lomba hardiknas,tgl 10april..
Nari minang..hmm.. Pray 4 us yah!

Tdiny aq ga ad tw ap2 soal lomba ini..
Tp dajak ma heksa melissa..ktany kurang org,trz ktany yg klz XI pda ga mw.. Hmm..mrk t ngmgny smbil nyegat aq dlobi wkt pulang skul.. Hmm. Jd aq trma tawaranny,bwt iktan.. Sdikit drayu jg c..hmm..

Wada0w,mati listrik!
Hmm,maka btre ss 1gariz. Dah dlu yah,
Gb.

Kecewa..

Fiuh..
Trnyata kcewa it msh menyakitkan bagiQ..ckck.
Udh tiap hr aq db0tein ma mrs m.. N bodohny,aq msh aja percaya ma dy.. Tp pas kmrn,udh ga..ga bakal lg malah..muak t,dy kyk gtu trz.. Nyantai bgt.. Trz aq jg bgg mau marah kyk gmana.. Huf.. Ni aq lg mikir kata2 yg pas bwt ngebentak manusia.. Doakan saia y kawan..
Bukanny aq mw jd org jahat,tp aq mw jd org yg tegas n ga lembek..

Aq ngerasa,kalo aq t gampang bgt dbohongin,gampang prcaya ma org,trz trlalu snsitip jg.. Hmm.. >.<

trz pas kamiz kmrn,c prof neh.. Trnyata dy boong gt.. Pas rabu,dy bilang kalo timQ juara hrpn1.. Eh pas kamiz,aq tw dr partnerQ,timQ Juara 6.. Aq tanya kprof : bner gt kah?
Dy cma nyengir gt.. Huh. Sbel..
Pas gru udh msk,gtw npa,ga trbendung lg rasa kcewaQ ma 2 tmenQ it.. Hikz.
Minta ijin dah kbu yenita,..aq lgsg lari kWC,eh knpa aq ga hati2,jatuh..msh ad org2 lg,yg mw wudhu,haih..
Trz aq msk WC dah,melampiaskan sgalanya..

Pulang dr WC,dah ga tenang lg hatiQ,Lgsg pndah du2k kbelakang dah..tenangiz lg..fiuh. Kcewaaaaaa bgt..

Trz hr ni aq ga skul,prof kira gra2 dy..
Pdhl bukan,tp gara2 kakiQ dah bengkak,jdi aq ktukang urut deh..fiuh.menyakitkan..hmm,. Coba aq dbius dlu yah,bru durut..wakaka..XD
Pas sore td,prof nelp,dy kira aq marah gara2 bangku gt..pdhl bukan.
Pas aq jelasin,dy blg,madam emang ngmg gt.. Entahlah.. Nti aq cri tw kbenaranny.. Yah,seenggak2ny aq salut jg ma dy,punya inisiatif..=)

klo mrs.m, cape d.. Ga nyadar tuh anak.
Kmrn dy ngasi aq tissu c,trz sok2 care,gtw asli ap palsu..
Trz td pagi nelp2 aq,trz sms..tp ga aq gubriz..malas..

Yah,intinya aq mw kstw kalian..
Kepercayaan itu jgn dsia siakan.. Hmm.. Bagi yg memberi kepercayaan,itu berarti bgt lho..

That's all.Gb.

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Kesempatan emas nge blog!

Buset dah.
Smalam hbs aq ng0br0l n did sumthink ma him..aq lgsg nglakuin krjaanQ..yg dsuruh bozQ.
Trz t lgsg brpaling pada bku2 akun n krtas2 yg ad ilmu akunx..
Gtw npa aq nerv0us gt.wkwk.
Bsany phank..
Knpa y?
Aq lum pernah ikt olim c..beh beh..
Klo ga slh ingat,paling banter cuman pas 6SD,ikt lomba crdas crmat antar SD di wil Balikppan barat.. Subjek : bindo (mengarang),n msuk 6 besar..hoho. Tp biz it saia gugur dmedan tsb.halah2.

Ni pas ngeblog,aq bis dr rmh ama.
Td nganter brg pke mtr..
Skrng aq dah dlobi n mgang krtas brilmu it,,ngu partner2q,ma ngu ank 0SIS yg jd panitia..hayo. Mana btang hidungny ni?

Bwt :
aq-nini,
dwi-cayi,
robi-revo,
ariani-dara,
ma
jenny-agatha..
" berjuank !"

hope we can do our best.. =)

have a nice day all. Gb.

Monday, March 17, 2008

Lanjutan CerPanQ.hoho.

Meniup dinding kiri.. Weiks.
Untung kta ga serentak mandiny. Klo mpe serentak.mampuslah!
Fiuh.>.<

trz t aq krmh ariesky,trz kp0sko bntuin baksos,trz kpnggilingan,trz ujan,mampir tmpt ariesky(hm,rasany bag ini udh aq crta deh dblog sblmny..)
trz pas redaan,aq fina cu2t otw. Next next nextnya ad dblog sblmny yaach.xp

yah,ad 1kejadian,dmana aq trpeleset trz bkuny tmenQ jatuh,n it smpet bwt aq bgg.ckck.scra aq ga knal bae ma dy.

Trz pas mlm hr sbtu t mti lmpu. Jalanan dah gelap jd tmbh gelap. Bnyk yg kpeleset,y wandy y reza,ntahlah sapa lg..beh beh.

Trus aq tdur(sblmny telpnan ma 'melina' haha.XD,jam 4 kbngun,trz tdr lg,bgn jam 6..

Trz cuci muka,sigi..
Foto kluarga by mr.yoso..
Trz Jln2 ma putri mpe cape..
Trz y dah ..akhirny bulik..bizny bkurang jd cm 6.kta tmbh ddesek2..bindamQ lg,pke acra marah2 ga js.
Aq dbiz du2k ma trias..hmm. Lg2 ga bsa nyender..
Tp aq tdurny ckp lama lho..meski 6 kali tbngun gra2 4x kcatuk pnggiran jendela dpelipis n 2x kcatuk dpipi..bsany bsany..@.@
pas nyampe skul,aq plng ma ariesky. Akhirny nympe jg akuh.fiuh.
Lgsg bwt mie,maem. Trz bobo..dgn nyenyakny..haha..

Yah yah yah.
It smua .88,9% crta study alamQ yg bsa QBagikan dlm bntuk blog.wkwk. Thx 4 read my story friends..hoho.

Gbu all.

Buat kwandhQ yg pngen dgr crita TOq..^^

Hmm.
Sori2 aq lpa crta.hi3.
Maklumin ae yah..

Hr pertama..
Patra lelet coy.
Janji jam 8 brgkt.
Nytany jam 9..
Sblmny briefing.
Plng jengkel t,pas briefing,c m*** nyinggung2 OSIS dsb ke donna ipz 5.. Maka aq tuh dsampingny M***..sngaja bgt tuh org! Ngmg pke toak lg.huh.cepe d..trz aq buang muka aj.(dlm hati: nyesel bgt td aq nyapa diaaaa !)

biz t pmbgian klmpk biz.
Aq bis 2.
Duduk ma emma..
Dy ddket jndela,aq ddket kursi BIRU 'VIP'ny indah..wkwk.
Y ampun,kalo aj aq sbngku ma kwand akrabQ aq pzti bo2 pas otw t nyandar dpundak ttanggaQ..hiks. Tp aq sungkan ma emma atopun indah.( y iyalah. pE De bgt aq nyender2.wkwk XD)

aq sbiz ma M***..untung dy jauh ddpan..mlzny phank klo dket2.muakny euy.blagu t ank..

Pas otw,lambat laun namun pzti,XL ilang sinyalny. Aq jd mnghabiskan wktQ dgn ngemil stikko,trz dgr lagu,n tdur,lalu bngun,n nyampe..fiuh. Akhirny.>.<
aq cma bwa 1tas,itpun aq bwa kdlm biz c0z ad cmilanQ gt.hehe.
Jd pas trn biz,aq ga prlu ngu truk barang.
Tp pas trukx dtg.ariesky,fina dll pda nyamperin t truk.. Y dah iktan,brgkali aq bsa bntuin gt khan.
Tp trnyta,aq lpa.. Bahwa aq JUGA PUNYA BARANG KELOMPOK..wahaha. Y udh d..aq nyari t 5 dos barang. Dbntu ma bindam toenk toenk.wkwk. Ank2 klmpkQ ma klmpk 7 (1 bindam) pda sbk nyari brng mrka dw..
Aq angkatin dah t dos2 kpinggir dgn tangan kurus nan brtenaga ni.wkwk.(untung aj ga tumbang.haha.asliny tuh modal nekat angkat bgtuan : 2dos ind0mie,2d0s ades tanggung, 1 d0s campuran..)
tp emma ad bntu jg kok.syukurlah. Bindamny jg bntu..tp y intiny 3 makhluk ni aj yg brperan mngangkat brang dr truk ntu.

Trz serah trima k ortu asuh.
Kita masing2 jbat tangan kortu asuh kta.
Trus danter krmh kta..brangny kta tinggal lantaran kata ank2 cape,dah brat gt..
Pdhl lbh cape bolak balik lg. Y ga c? Hmm. ('_')
pas udh nympe rmh kta. Kta taruh brng2 kta,trz rame2 ktmpt kta taruh brg2 klmpk kta td.=)
aq angkat,oper k dita,dita ke pa adi (mskin mobil)..gt d. Yg laen liatin aj kali.swt.
Trz udh dmasukin brang2ny. Kmu tw ap?!
Trias,dita,n ma ank klmpk 7 bulik krmh nae mobil.. Aq ema ma c kembar jln kaki gt.
Mpe udh dket rmh kta,trz aq ma ema dpanggil bindam toenk2.. Ngobrol2 apaaa gt(aq lupa).ujung2ny aq ngangkat lg tuh,brang bwt klmpkQ.(bisany t nah?! 5dus td t dtaru smw krmh klmpk 7. Swt.)
ngangkat lagi,ngangkat lagi..
Nympe rmhQ.
Udh ad c kmbr ma trias n dita.
Cape tenan rek.
Trz dsuguhi ibu kta,teh ma buah.y ampun..pngertian skali..haha. Aq haus bgt tauk,cpt2 mnum aer,trus tnggak t teh..wew.

Biz t jam istrht..
Ibu kta nyajiin maem siang..hmm.^^
gtw npa dsna t jiwa penolongQ bgtu brgejolak.wkwk.ciee.
Aq yg ngelapin piring ma sendok bwt kwand2q.haha.xp
n bindam t0enk2 dtg..
Ngobrol2 apaa gt ma ibu.
Trz pas dh slse,aq tnggal cuci piring(aq lpa partnerQ sapa.xp)
hbs slese cuci piring..bindamQ blg aq rajin.wkwk.muji aq gt..bsar kpala dkit c,tp jd ga enk rasany..dasar neh bindamQ.. Pke nyebut2 rasQ jg lg.swt.

Trz dy bulik. Dy mw ngnep drmh klmpk 7 yg jauh lbh kren gto.wkwk.
Dy pke acr blg,kibu kta.kalo ntar ga bsa sering2 krmh kta(klmpk 8),gra2 tkt kpeleset,kan kakix bkas patah..(tp buktiny,dy t slma TO.SLalu dtg,pas jam-->maem..bsany nah.)

nah trz t yg laen pda baring2.
Aq liat 1 ank kcil. Slh stu cu2ny ibuQ.
Dy maen2 ndri gt.
Y dah,aq smperin..
Aq tanya2.
Trz aq ajak blajar abjad.hi3. Dy mw c.hoho. Trz lma kelamaan,emma iktan.. Dy suka jg.huehe.^^ trz,c kmbar.hoho.

Trz jam 2 ato jam brp,kta kunjungan kSMK N 1 SEPAKU.
Tp lg sepi,cma be2rapa yg msk,brhubung lbr gt.
Kta liat kelas otom0tifny.. Ad rangka2 mesin motor gt d..
Trz kta kpeternakan..pngamatan trhadap sapi,n aq jg ad moto t sapi puti(brahman),trz nyoba mesin coper(bwt motong rumput).
Trnyta sapi t bsany cman maem rumput kinggrass ma alang2..sapi lbh ska it drpd rumput yg kyk dmaem mbee..
Trz t kdua jnis rmpt t mngndung bnyk karbohidrat.
Sdangkan yg rmpt pndek2 bwt c embee,cma tinggi proteinny sajaah..gt ktany..
Hmm,trz kta kperkbunan kelapa sawit.
Trz pulang,jln kaki,trz nae truk(ad dblog sblmny).

Trz t saatny mandi. Beh beh.
Mandi b4 aq. Ma ema,trias,dita.
Aq ga ngrti klo hrz bwa sarung ksepaku. Jd aq ga bwa.
Nah mrk bwa.
Jd mrk b3 dah siap2 gt mandi pke sarung. Aq ny nungguin dgn muka yg udh dcuci dluan,n stand by angkatin aer bwt mrk..hmm.
Dita slse dluan,gntian aq..aq pke sarungny.
Trz t trias slese.. Trz ema,trz aq.(saking ribetny kta smw mpe ga krmas.wkwk)
hmm.finally.dah kelar kabeh. Total durasiny --> 1jam. Wew.
Iyah lah. Scara :
kmr mandiny tiada kakus.
Dinding kanan dr anyaman,tp tinggi.
Dinding depan,dr kayu tp hanya krng lbh100cm.(pkkny krng dr pundak manusia lha..)
dinding kiri,hanya tali yg dtutup oleh sarung!
Bayangkan kwandh2..hiks.

Yah,stlah mandi alhasil kta smpet ksemutan alna mandiny ma gnti bjuny mbil j0ngk0k,n kdang nungging..beh beh beh.
Trz istrht.
Ibu kta bwtin kta kripik singkong. Buset! Enak bgt. Dah kyk LAYS gt tauk.. Ckck bisany t nah..(gelenk2)

mlmny y jln2,pke senter ma sndal jpit.

Trz plng,liatin bintang,ngemil,trz sigi dll,doa,telp bos,bo2..
Tp jam 12 ato jm 1 aq kbngun,kdnginan. Trz aq pndh dbwhny kaki ank2.. Alhasil pas bo2,aq kna tendang ma trias. Tp gtw kna bagian mana.aq lupa..hoho.

Dsna bngunQ pagi jg coy.hoho. Trz aq ma yg laen sigi ma cuci muka doank.xp
trz bwt sarapan.
Trz ksawah..sblmny aq ng0batin biduranQ dlu.huih..

Dsawah enk.
Nyabit2 gt ma fina ma ivan.hoho.
Trz kpnggilingan..aq ma tmen2 ma be2rapa gru ad foto2 jg..dsna pmandanganny bgz.=)

trz pulang.. Cape euy. Trus cuci kaki. Nyntai,bc bku,jln2,trz mandi lg. Tp aq bdua ae ma ema.
Tantangan hr it : angin kncang..!meniup..

Yesterday n today..

Hmm..

Crta mulai dr mana yaah..
Hmm.. Mulai dr sbt malem deh..hoho.
Pas lg asik smsan ma mr tiit..hoho. Knpa ujung2ny aq ktduran.. >.<
laggi2 aq menyesal udh ktduran..huh.T.T

trz pas bngun dtngah mlm tsb,, udh ad sms blsn ma callny..hais. Tlah lwat..huhu.. Dlanjutkan dgn biduranQ yg braksi lg dsekitar punggung n leher. Gatelny egh.. Tp aq ga mnum obtny,males kluar kmr c.wkwk.

Tp akibatny.
Pas bgn2,wkt pagi gt..
BibirQ.
BibirQ BENGKAK gt..weqz.
Ga kbayang khan ?!
Duh kacau dah.. Untung bkn hr skulah.. Trz pas minggu soreny,dah baikan bi2rQ ni..huf. Puji Tuhan..^^

yah,trus..
Sore,aq ngu fina tp ga dtng2. Hais.
Trz aq ibdh.. Trz pulangny aq telpnan ma sum1.. Crta2.. Duh thx bgt meli..

Paginy,bngun jam 8 lewat.. Pdhl alarmny stel jam 8 lho.wkwk. Trnyta lagu DearGod tdk mampu mbngunkan seorang yeni dr tdurny yg nyenyakz..wkwk.(dasar kebo!) xp
trz aq ngumpulin nyawa,mandi,trz bwt sarapan ndri,alna b0zQ lg meriang gt deh..
Bis t dah jam 9an..lgsg bru2 gnti seragam,siapin alt tlz bwt bimbingan akuntansi.
Mpe skul jam 9lwat.. Dasar t t0mi! Srh aq cpt2,ktany ank2ny dh pda ngumpul,eh tauny dy yg ABSEN .. Swt.-.-"
dskul.
Ngu pa syahrin. Jelas bnyk nganggurny kta2 tuh.. Paling2 cma sharing s0al pensi ntar.

Trz mw liat agenda yg dah dketik wkt hr sabtu maren..
Eh ktnggalan dtas ranselQ ..jd aq krmh lg ma bamz.hoho. Puji Tuhan.
Trz kskul lg.
Y te2p,share2 gt aj..n agk nganggur jg kykny. Scara yg minta rapat,c bpk syahrin t msh ngawas. Haih.

Akhirny jam 12.
Mrk pda mw rapat drmh randy.
Trz aq ga bsa ikt. Huhuhu.
Aq hrz bimbingan..ydah d..
(td smpet ktmu Thalit n ng0br0l lma lho dskulQ,dy ma tmen2ny ma gruny dtng mw daftar olim.)
kta..aq,agatha,jeny,eph0,robi,ariani,cayi,n dara. Bimbingan mpe jam stnga 3.

Weqz. CapE..hoho..
That 's all.Gb.

Friday, March 14, 2008

Lupa ikut remedi..

Wkwk..aq nih..
Kna remed sosio.
Jdwlny hari ni..
Tp malah lupa..wkwk.bisanya bisanya..

Terpaksa ntar ikut remedi susulan..weikz..ckck.

Btw,ad kbr bae..hoho..
Mw tw ap?
Tnggu dblogQ Slanjutny sajah yah..

Jumat pagi..

1 hal yg kmarin blm aq share neh..
Kcewa udh,
desperate udh,
satu lg : sedih..

Weiks.
I cried coz my mom yesterday.
Just bcos i went home late everyday.. She mad with me..

She said that all the things I've done in my organization don't give me any good things.. She said that i just waste my time in organization.. Yeah.. The point is : she mean that i work 4 useless event,i work 4 useless purpose.. N all i do are useless,useless n useless..huh.

Huh.
0ne more.. She told me 'bout monna..huh..

Yg slalu ngebuat emosiQ t muncak selain "ngeliat orang lancang ke aq",yah ini : DIBANDING2IN ato DSAMA2IN ma org laen..

Aq GA suka hal it.. Hikz.
Aq y tetep aq.. Mpe kapanpun tetep aq n aq bukan org lain..
Huh.
Aq ga suka..

Hikz.. Sdih ,jngkel..
Feel that my mom doesn't understand me,,n my interests..

How can i fight,without support from her,huh?!
Just tell me mom,..that i permitted to do what i want to do for my beloved job.. For my organization,for my friends,n for my school..
Just for this year,mom..
>.<

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Prepare for this,this n this..@.@

Aq lg desperate,
pesimis..
Aduh..aq takut gagal..
Dah kburu waktu ni..
Pray for me n friends y..
We are fighting to give the best 4 all of u..
Better than last year's..
We will make sure that..

Semoga pesimisQ hanya sampai dsni.. Amin

Kenapa? Kenapa?

Wiz..
Aq tw..td mlm emang ga latian s0al.. Tp aq mrasa dah puas bca ctatanQ..
Mgkn it p0inny.. Aq ga blh cpt puas..

Hasilny?
Ulangan metikQ TD jeblok.. Kacau..
Untuk pertama kaliny smenjak klz XI,nilai UL mtkQ dbwh SKBM..
Sdih..hancur harapan..

Poin ke2.. KETELITIAN.
Kalo aj aq lbh teliti,
mgkn 3 soal yg dr 10 soal t nilainy dah bsa melengkapi,spy nilaiQ nyampe target..hikz.

Aq sedih..malu ma bozQ ni..gmana reportny ntar yah??

Maka yg dpt bgz lmyn lho.. Eph0,prof,satria,alda..
NilaiQ JAUH bgt dbwh mrk..n nilaiQ td JAUH bgt dr targetQ.. Desperate..

Td prof negor aq c..
Ktany aq kbanyakan bca komik,jdiny kyk gtu..

Hais..gtw dah..
Emang Bner gt ap ga y?it slh satu faktorny?hmm. Ga ngerti.. Fiuh.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Sudah dk0ta laggi.wkwk

Hmm. Lma ga ngeblog neh..fakt0r plz.hehe.

Aq dah plng dr sepaku lho..dr minggu siang. Nyampe bpp jam 1,tp nyampe rmh jam 2 gt..plng brenk ariesky.

Pulang lgsg maem,cuci2 dll,trz crta2 kb0z ttg dsna..h0h0.

Biz t aq bo2,mandi,trz greja..

Plng greja,,abis t jam 10an ato 11an..aq tdur..weqz..lma ga meluk bruangQ Neh.wkwk.

Pagi bngun..tp k0k ad firasat(suara iblis tepatny..xp) kalo aq t ga ush msk skul aj.. Y udh,aq ga msk bneran.. Jd aq tdur lg,jam 8 bru bngun..

Dan trnyata.. Dr klz XI IPS.. KlazQ cma dtg 7mnusia,. Ipz 4, 14mnusia.. Ipz 5,2mnusia.. Ipz 1, 2 manusia.. Ipz 2,,kgak tw..hoho.
Ngeri bkn?
Trus trnyata ga ad KBM jg..spesial bwt ank klz XI..jam 9 udh blh plng malah.. Weqz.

Tp kbahagiaanQ HANYA sampai dstu..
Jam 3 aq dsuru kskul.. Latian lg.. Mpe jam stnga 6 lewat.. Trus aq pergi kBC dwean..(mw bli bku cinta brontosaurus*nita)
eh,,npa pas bru msk BCny.. Ad c L.Andry.L..wew.. Dy bdua ma tmenny,cwo,NN..xp
udh mw Qcuekin pas papasan(dy dh mw jalan plng).hihi. Tp kok tumben2ny dy senyum manis ramah bin friendly gt ke aq.. Shocked.. >.<
y udh.. Bls senyum. Trz aq lgsg nae tangga kgramed.. Akhrny dpt jg t bku .. Fiuh.

Trz aq nyari SD,guna melengkapi koleksi.. Wkt aq jalan ma yap2 msh bnyk..eh wkt t,udh abiz.. Smpet dcariin masny,alna ktany yg no 10-11 msh ad 1 biji.. Eh ujung2ny,mas2 yg bdasi datang..lalu membuat aq lunglai dgn kata2ny.halah.
Dy blg t SD,ga laku..T.T
Jd dkirim ke pusat..
'pusatx dmana y mas?sby ato jkt?'
dy blg ' klo m&c djkt dek..tp klo elex,bru dsby'
aq blz ' jd ga bkal ad lg y,dsni?'
'iy gt..kalo mw y,kpusatny' gt jwbny..
Duh.. Pdhl aq bharap dy nawarin bwt mesen gt..trnyta ga.. Kcewa.. Lgsg ke kasir dah driQ..

Then,aq bli puding,trus pulang..lega dh dpt bku cinta bronto ntu,..tp kcewa SDny dah tiada..huhuhu..T.T

Yah..dhari2 brikutny.
Selasa: latian lg mpe jam 5.30..
Mlmny,dbwt bgg oleh yap2..hois..fiuh.

Rabu/hr ni: pulang jam 4,,tiada lat..hanya briefing..pmbgian jdwal lat,ma pngurangan pnari..
Hmm,trz sblm it,pas jam sjarah,ssdh ist ke-2.. Ad rapat, ma alumni.. Tp yg dah jd bpak2.wkwk. Udh jd org sukses gt crtany.wew..

Rapatny ad 9alumni, pak pram,pa fauzan,pa nata,pa kirno..
Smw inti kcuali ovi..trz ma fia,heksa,ma melisa..
Rapatx kelewat seru n panas t.. Ampe2 mw ijin pipis aj sungkan..
Ujung2ny,pas dh kelar rapat, aq ma vQ LGsg ngibrit kWC.wkwk.XD

y dah..aq mw ngejar ctatan sjarahQ YG Trtnggal td..nyalin dr punya pr0f..
Trz aq mw blajar metik..wiz mi lak y..xp

-sedankberjuank-
Gb

Saturday, March 8, 2008

Senja kedua-sepaku-

Huf.
Hari ni.
Hmm.. Td paggi garep sawah c0y.. Aq ma ivan n fina nyabit_in padi (jelas lha pake celurit).h0h0..snenk e..aq jelas ktagihan..kalo ga dpanggil mam hesti spy naik dr sawah,mana mgkn aq berenti nyabit..wahaha.

Trz aq ke tmpat mesin per0nt0k padi..c0bain masukin padix..
Trz td t ad fotoan ma iscy,helen,arisky,fina,cucut,ivan,srikandi,isal,hehehe.

Senenk..walaupun : KOTOR dan BAU.. Hahaha.

Oia. Kmarin pas nyampe sepaku.aq nyariin Meli.. Mana kmu mba?
Dasar neh,ga ikut TO,ga crta ke aq.hikz T.T

DSni aq pake im3,XL GA Ad sinyal,,gmana sudah ni.ga bsa smsan..
Ntar aq mw sms meli ah..hahaha.

Btw,td abiz dr sawah,aq drmh.. Mnum teh dingin. Trus mandi (ad kejadian seru.XD) ma emma,. Trus baca CINTA BR0NT0SAURUS-raditya dika.. Trz aq pegi ke RT 8,cari arizky.. Bru t bli salome telor,trz kp0sk0 bntuin BakSos, trz bli salome telor+es cendol(yg ni dtraktir ma r0by.haha thx!)^^

trz pulang dr situ, kta2 ke tmpt pnggilingan padi di RT 8. EH PAS mw pulang,UJAN ! y udh,neduh drmh ariesky. Trz pulang ma fina n cucut.. Ktmu ma mas2 genit pas otw.swt..

Trz aq mw *tiit.. Y udh,skalian nemenin cucut yg ndrian pulang,maka rmhx jau dujung,aq brenk dy,tmenin dy..trz numpang dsana.haha..

Ni ampe skarang aq msh drumah cucut. Ntar lg mw n0nt0n(nge_date,ma cucut.wakaka) hehe.ga k0k,kta n0nt0n -->layer tancep.h0h0..

Hm,that's all.
Mati lampu neh. Can't see.T.T

BYE.Gb.fighting!
^^

Friday, March 7, 2008

Sudah dsepaku neh..^^

Kta lg TO coy..
Aq ma kwandh skel0mp0kQ dah drmh ortu asuh kta..

Td datang2 dh dsambut.h0h0..

Snenk.
Tp cape bgt.
Td aq lbh bnyk angkat2 dbanding yg laen..
Paling muyak dah ma klmpk 7..
Ga ad bntu nyari n angkat brang bwaan(pas udh nympe),eh malah mrk yg nae m0bil..
Lha klmpk 8?! Jln kaki c0y..>.< b0lak balik.

Eh tp td aq ad ny0ba nae truk lho.haha. Seru jg.. Td malah smpet dbecandain ma pa heri n pa karto pas mw nae trukx. Swt. XD

that's all.
Tkt btre abiz.hehe.
Neh dah s0re,bgg mw mandi ap ga.h0h0.kmr mandix..
...
...
...XP
Berbintang. Hha.
Gb.
Sdankberjuank.

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Yg kmaren..^seru^ !

Sepertiny ,yg kmaarin it pertama kaliny deh..haha..

Tw ga apaan?

Aq,.
Maen basket.
Full team.. Ma cwo..!
Cweny tuh,cma aq ma mitra d0ank..

Jd 1 tim, 4cwo,1cwe.. Weqz..

Kta (aq n mitra) krja mati2an c0y.wkwk.. Tp sbenarx kta cape dlari aj kali y.. Wahaha.. Cwo2 tangguh2 bo,.kuat2,..tangkas2,..lincah2.. Wahaha.. Da2q ae smpet sesak..rasa2 dah mw koit..xD
Untungx kgak..

Actually,
aq seneng bgt.. Bsa maen ma tomi,yordi,bagus,dimas,(ank2 osis),ma yadi,dayat,jemy,ma bernard classmateQ.
Senenk..cape.. Asik jg keluar kringet2 bnyk2..drpd kasti..xp

tp malu jg..wahaha.. Msh cetek ilmuQ t..haha..xD
=.=

that's all..
Doakan pensi skulQ,ma TO y..
Gb.
-sedankberjuank-

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Cinta Itu

Cinta itu aneh..
Ia datang begitu saja
menyelimuti hati..
Lalu merasuk dalam jiwa..


Cinta itu gila..
Ia tak tahu malu
Ia selalu mengikutiku
Kapanpun dan dimanapun..

Cinta itu jahat..
Ia selalu buatku terbakar rasa cemburu..
Ia selalu buatku melupakan orang2 di sekitarku..
Dan ia selalu buatku menangis..


Tapi..
Aku tak benci cinta..
Sesungguhnya ia tak pernah salah..

Bagiku..
Cinta itu menyenangkan
karena..
Hanya ia yang mampu buatku tersenyum..
Hanya ia yang mampu buatku tertawa,dan..
Hanya ia yang membuatku dapat menikmati hidup ini..

Terima kasih cinta..
Atas apa yang telah kau beri dalam
hidupku..

(puisi neh dah aq bwt ta0n lalu,..pas aq lg mikirin ttg cinta2 yg prnh ad dhdupQ..cinta ksahabat,,ke sum1,..kfam,dll..hehe.)
-sedank berjuank-

Ttg TO..

Weiz.. Ntar lg TO coy!

Ga sabar.hehe.

Pngen tauw gmana rasany..
Tp cape prepareny neh,,ribet ae bwa2 brg2 bwt stay drmh org,2 mlm 3 hari.weqz.

Ninggalin HSHq..hikz..

Moga aj aq te2p have fun dsana ma klmpkQ,meski bindamny ibu *me0uw..xp

fight !

Sunday, March 2, 2008

Hikz..

Hari ni..

Merasa lonely..

Huwaaaa..

Hari ni aq kacauw..
Ugghh..


Hari ni aq sedih..
Huhuhu..

Hiks..hiks..

My dream last nite..

Weqz..bner2 dah..

Smalam,aq mimpi..

Lupa jelasny kayak ap c..

Tp yg paling aq inget :

aq lg jalan naik kbukit.. Disitu jalanny emang agak berbahaya gt..

Tiba2,aq tergelincir.. Ga bisa naik.. Perlahan demi perlahan bergerak mundur hendak jatuh..

Aq takut n panik bgt..
Udh triak ktakutan..

Tiba2..
Ad tangan yg ngeraih tanganQ.. Waaa.. So sweet..

Dy nyelamatin aq..

Tp sayang bgt..aq ga bsa tau dy it siapa.. Hikz..

Was it my prince?
Wahaha..xD

Hope it so..=p

Gb.

ABout TO

Ntar tgl 7 ,,ank2 klz XI smaradha bkal study alam nich..

Ke sepaku 1..

Hmm..
Asik nih..pngalaman pertama.hohoho..^^

hmm. Aq kelompok 8.. Bindamny: bu katiyam..weqz.. Doakan saia gpp y dklmpk 8 ni.wkwk.

Bindamny ga sesuai ma yg dharapkan,,udh gt,anggota klmpkQ ga trlalu aq knal..wahaha..

-sedank berjuank-
Gb.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

When Will I See Your Face Again

Here I am,everyday,
Since you said,you'd come again,
But it's not fair,cos you're not heqe,
I wait in vain but nothing has chaaanged,
I'm a flower,soaking in the rain,
If I could wish one thing, I'd hear you call my name..



So when will i see your face again,
When will you touch my life again,
When will I breathe you in again,
I think I love youu...will i see your face again..


Little thing,like the rain coming,
He looked at me a certain kind of way,
tell me b0y,where are you n0w,
c0z I d0n't kn0w h0w much l0nger i can waaait..


I'm a dreamer,waiting for the sun,
when you're c0ming in, I know my life's begun,
tell me b0y..


When will I see your face again,
when will you t0uch my life again,
when will I breathe you in again,
I think i love youuu,will i see your face again,


you kn0w that all my life I've been waiting,
waiting for s0me0ne,s0me0ne like you to love me..

You can't c0me by like an angel,int0 my life,
and then fly away,fly away..

Diedit dikit oleh aq..haha..laguny sapa ni??aq suka!
Ni aq p0st cma bwt se2org..>.<

Friday, February 15, 2008

Can u count my tears?

Yesterday,..
I cried..
Like a child cries when she lost in s0mewhere..


U kn0w what the reas0n is??

I cry for him..
Miss him..
Miss him too much..
Yeah.. I miss him too much..



I couldn't st0p this feeling..
I couldn't stop my tears..


One thing u must kn0w..


As much my tears run down my face..
it shows how i miss him so much..
It sh0ws how i miss him clearly n purily..
And
It sh0ws how i often miss him in my life..


-sedankberjuank-

Yesterday = Valentine day..

Tau ga?


Maren tuh,tgl 14 feb..


Hari apa hayo??


Yup..pinter! Hari valentine tau..xp


hari kasih sayang..=)


aq pengen bgt deh,sbnrnya..pngen pas tgl 14,..ad dy beside me.. Tp aq dah tau dari jauh2 hari,..itu ga bkal trjadi ta0n ni!! M0ga aj ta0n dpan bisa trkabul.. Amin..^^

jadi,bwt kamu yg masih bsa barenk org yg kmu sayang pas hari valentine,.kmu haruz brsyukur y..hikz.. Itu anugrah tauk..>.<
(ng0m0ngnya pke em0si neh saia..wkwkwk)



valentine,aq bgg..cw0 mana yg mw aq kasi c0klat langsung dhari itu jg.. Kalo ad dy dsni mah,.pasti gua beri lagi tuh..haha..(tp anggap yg wkt t,dlm rangka valentine y yap2! It sdikiiit tanda kasih sayang bwt yap2.. Hehe..)
y udh d..drpada aq ga ngasi c0klat ke sapa2,n val_dayQ Ntar jd hampa..y aq brniat ngasi c0klat ktmen2q.. S0alnya aq tw n sadar..valentine day tuh,,
bukan hari kasih sayang ke 1 org aj..
Tp bwt bnyk 0rg..h0h0..


Aq bwt c0klat bwt 5sekawan..meli,helen,iscy,ivan,n helen yg satuny lg..h0h0..bwt mreka tuh aq bgks semanis mgkn..haha..u all are so special..^^

bwt tmen2 skelas,..lgsg aq kasi satu-satu..=)
tp ga smuanya kbaggian..xD..maap..


Bwt ank osis..hmm.yg loli..haha..tp aq cma bwt sdikit.. Alhasil,..yg dpt pasti tuh, 7 inti.. Sisany bwt yg laen,,tp biar adil.kta daniel haruz pke undian..wkwk.
Jdi kmarin tuh,rapat osis rame gt..agendany banyakh..xD


Moga aj mrk smua ska..haha..jarang2 kan aq bae kyk gt..hihi..swt.


Hehe.intiny aq sayang mrk..n pngen mrk senang..

Maren jg aq sempetin ng0br0l ma dy.. Tdiny mw ng0br0l pas tgl 14,,midnite2,abiz dr ngebuat c0klat..
Tp trlalu larut trnyta..aq lelet bwtny c..hikz.
Jdiny dundur dur dur pas tgl 14,mlm..hmm.
Tp aq snenk bgt..


RinduQ trlampiaskan..haha.

Gbu prenz..

Akhirnya hapeQ kmbali...!

Fiuh.
Ya ampun..


Udh lma bgt neh,ga ngenet dr hape.. Ga ngeblog..
Dr kamis maren..


HapeQ rusak tuh.ckck.. Dr tgl 7 feb..
Trz bru dservis tgl 11.. Slesenya tgl 13..


Wew..
Tp aq snenk bgt dah bsa pke hpQ..
Kmrn2 nebenk gt..
Wkwkwk.


Thx tbengan hapeny y..haha.^^

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

This mornink,..

Like yesterday..
Today,there are 2 m0re tests for my class..


Weqz..

Ckck..


I really hope,that I will get a good score.. Amin.
^^


and today,,there will my group's turn to present our bindo topic..h0h0h0..
Wizh us luck y!


That's all..
Fighting!
Fighting!



Gbu..have a nice day.^^


-sedank berjuank-

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Does He Feel It?

I feel my love become deeper and deeper
Because of him..
He dig a hole in my heart
And fill it with his love..





I feel my love become larger and larger
Because of him
His love placing the largest place in my heart..
Not like the others ever placed..




I feel my love become stronger and stronger
Because of him
His care makes my heart can't be weak anymore..





I feel my love become sharper and sharper
Because of him
His words are like a sword..
He marked my heart with his sharp sword and wrote on it : " I LOVE YOU"



(210108)


-sedank berjuank-

Itu sandal yg dulu?

I saw it just n0w,in c0mp lab..
Hmm..
I was so shocked..
Wasn't it ours?
why do u still use that?
My heart is asking for it until this time..
Hmm..
God..answer my Question,please..=)

i need it..

One day without hp..

Duh,..
Aq ktergantungan smsan nich!
Gawat..

Hr ni lupa bwa hp kskul..
Hampa gt rasany..hikz..
Udh ga bwa,bru nyampe rmh jam 5.20 pm..


Huwaaa..hari ni melelahkan..
Fiuh..

Tp ge0,ma bingQ sukses.h0h0..^^


btw,td bpp dlanda gempa sbentar..hmm..
Jam 2 siang gt d..
Ckck..
Kmu ngerasa ga??

Tp yg kna gmpa "bneran"ny tuh,d pulau lain..
Ntar mw n0nt0n brita ah..hehe.
M0ga dsna ga parah2 bgt..amin..^^


that's all.
Gbu..

Monday, February 4, 2008

Blog menjelang tidur..xp

Weqz..
Wez jam pir0 iki,..aq se' durung turu..swt..kacau..>.<


saking lama ga ngeblog,..jd kangen sangadh ktik2.h0h0..^^

bsk ul ge0 nich..m0ga ae lancar2..amin.=)

truz ad speaking bing..tp it.aq ma partnerQ wez getol latian..jd ga trlalu bwt pusink dah..fiuh..


Nah ini..bwt ekskul ek0n0mi..dkarenakan ntar lg ad olim akun.. Smua yg mw masuk ekskul ek0n0mi,harus..harus..harus..
T E S T..
Bs0k,biz pulang skul..!
Tesny tuh bwt ngelomp0kin kita2 bwt dmasukin ke olim ntar..
Hmm..maka aq ga blajar..tp aq usha smampuQ ae deh,..n dtmbh blajar dskul bs0k..wkwk..fighting!



Hmm..
Aplg y..


Msh bnyk sbnrny,yg mw aq bagiin dsni..
Tp brhubung waktu ni..dah malam bgt..
N bsk ad olga jam pertama,.kykny aq hrz bo2 cpt2..hehehe.



Thx dah baca ni blog..
Saiank kmu smua..hehe.^^



Gbu.

A Friend's Greeting

I'd like to be the sort of friend that
you have been to me..
I'd like to be the help that
you've been always glad to be..



I'd like to mean as much to you
each minute of the day..
As you have meant,old friend of mine,
to me along the way..




I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you,
To brush the gray from out your skies
and leave them only blue..




I'd like to say the kindly things that
I so often have heard,
And feel that I could rouse your soul
the way that mine you've stirred..




I'd like to give you back the joy
that you have given me,
Yet that were wishing you a need
I hope will never be..




I'd like to make you feel as rich as I,
who travel on
Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon..




I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay
A portion of the gladness that
you've strewn along my way..




And could I have one wish this year,
this only would it be..
I'd like to be the sort of friend
that you have been to me..





(Edgar A Guest)
for my friend..=)

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Pusink!

Weqz..


Tahukah anda,bsk saia ulngan 2pelajaran skaligus?hikz2..
Dan dtmbh PeEr metik,plus tgz bing..dll..
Fiuh..
M0ga aq bsa menjalani smwny..amin2.



Hari ni pusink..
Haha.td diriQ ma 7 org classmates dkeluarkan dr kelas..pas plajaran s0si0..hikz.
Aq,meri,mitra n tia pdhl dr perpus nyari bhan bwt ge0..swt..
Tp gru s0si0Q,yg jga walas ga mw ngerti tuh..T.T



HUWAa..malu!

Dtanya ma ket0s lg..haih..gini bilang inti..huh..malu saia..M A L U..huhuhu..



Huf2..
Ng0m0ng aplg y??
Bngung.haha.


Aq ga ngp0st tu puisi hr ni..
Suasana hati lg ga klop ma puisiny s0ale.wkwkwk.



Aq mw brjuank!
Bwt bs0k!
Smangat!


Btw,aq mw ngucapin c0ngrats bwt meli..^^


trus ngucapin met ultah bwt cRen,kwandhQ..haha.


That's all.
Bye.Gbu.

Monday, January 28, 2008

28.01.08.

Hahaha..xD
(tertwa bahagia..xp)



aq hari ni senank..
SENANK..
SENANK !!
S E N A N K !
XD



apalagi pas pulang skul td..hehe.
Cuaca mendung jd cerah..
Eh,tp pas dah nyampe dpantai..
Waktu dket2 jamny matahari terbenam,
Matahariny ketutup..haih2..
Ckck..



Padahal mw liat dy terbenam brenk him..wkwk.


Hmm..trus y udh..
Kta mlakukan ritual laen..halah.



Nuliz2 ga jelas datas pasir..wkwk.
But i like it..^^



trus jeprat jepret..


Trus menikmati pmandangan,dll..mpe malam bertabur bintang menjemput..halah..



Trus kta kpermata hati..ce link ma ko david,wez punya jonathan..h0h0..lucu lh0..^^ c0ngrats y!



Hmm,trz apalagi y??haha..trlalu panjang untk dketik..xp


hari ni menyenangkan lha..^^

aq mw ngep0st puisiQ,tp malu e..aduh2.. Maap..=.=



bs0k2 dah..pasti..hi3.aq lum siap ngep0st ntu..xp



mmm,that's all d..^^
mw ol neh..wkwk.
Bgadang laggi ni..xD


nite n Gbu all.
Bye..

-sedank berjuank-

S T R E S S

Pada saat memberikan kuliah tentang Manajemen Stress,Stephen Covey mengangkat segelas air dan bertanya kepada para siswanya: "Seberapa berat menurut anda kira segelas air ini?".




Para siswa menjawab mulai dari 200gr sampai 500gr.




"Ini bukanlah masalah berat absolutnya,tapi tergantung berapa lama Anda memegangnya." kata Covey. "Jika saya memegangnya selama 1 menit, tidak ada masalah. Jika saya memegangnya selama 1 jam, lengan kanan saya akan sakit. Dan jika saya memegangnya selama 1 hari penuh, mungkin anda harus memanggilkan ambulans untuk saya. Beratnya sebenarnya sama,tapi semakin lama saya memegangnya,maka bebannya akan semakin berat."




"Jika kita membawa beban kita terus menerus,lambat laun kita tidak akan mampu membawanya lagi. Beban itu akan meningkat beratnya." lanjut Covey. "Apa yang harus kita lakukan adalah meletakkan gelas tersebut,istirahat sejenak sebelum mengangkatnya lagi."




Kita harus meninggalkan beban kita secara periodik,agar kita dapat lebih segar dan mampu membawanya lagi.




Jadi sebelum pulang ke rumah dari pekerjaan en sekolah sore ini,tinggalkan beban. Jangan bawa pulang. Beban itu dapat diambil lagi besok. Apapun beban yang ada di pundak kamu hari ini,coba tinggalkan sejenak jika bisa. Setelah beristirahat nanti dapat diambil lagi. Hidup ini singkat,jadi cobalah menikmatinya dan memanfaatkannya !! Hal terindah dan terbaik di dunia ini tak dapat dilihat,atau disentuh,tapi dapat dirasakan jauh di relung hati kita. Start the day with smile and have a good day.



(qu0ted by GF! mag)

Gb.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

About last nite..

Hmm..


Tadi mlm menyenangkan!


Krmhny fina,..maen2 ma adekny,ngenet,ngejar omzet,narziz2,bcandaan,maem2..


Haha..trz lma kelamaan,datang r0mb0ngan ank Rohis n tmen2 skelasny fina..
Ckck..apa nda rame..weqz.



Ad algojo,ad pr0f,ad ketos n waket0z jg ..rame..he5.




Trz pas djmput yap2..h0h0..knalan ma alg0j0,n pr0f..
Pasti deh,tu 2 org kgak penasaran lg..hi5..
Biasa kan nanya2 trz s0al siapa yap2..h0h0..



Trz kta pegi liat kembang api..haha..
Senank.^^


senank knpa??yg tau cma yap2 ma Tuhan Yesus..xp




aq tdiny dah mw ngep0st puisiQ..
Tp ad yg harus dralat..(mgkn)
hehe.


Jdi bersabar ae yo..



That's all..
Gbu.


-sedank berjuank-

Hmmm..

^^
alouw2..^^



tgl 27 neh..
Hari ni ultahny fina..
Tp drayainny dah dr kmarin..hehehe.
(hepi bday 2 fina,my pren!)



kalo ta0n lalu,,dy ngerayainny,pas tgl 27..h0h0..
Aq inget bgt..haha.


Ga rasa udh seta0n..dy dah tmbh umur..n 1lagi,,udh seta0n jg,mr.sinchan nanya ab0ut sumtink ke aq..haha..pas lg drmhny fina,smsan ma dy..senyum2 truz..(saking senengny wkt tu..)



Dlu pas seta0n lalu,aq dah bpikiran mw ubah prinsipQ..xD
udh mw r0b0h pertahananQ..
KOnyoL,..payah..




Aq ga mw ulangin hal kyk gt lagi..



Aq ga blh biarkan rasa sayang aq kseseorang,ngebuat aq lupain Tuhan..hikz..

Sorry sinchan..=)


aq bner2 udh bertekad hapus smua yg pernah ad..



M0ga kmu jg gtu..wkwk..


Aq mw Belajar dari pengalaman..h0h0h0..



Semangat!
Semangat!

^^