Thursday, September 25, 2008

Celine Dion - Because You Loved Me





For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I’ll be forever thankful baby
You’re the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You’re the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I’m grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don’t know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You’ve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

I’m everything I am
Because you loved me


*ni lagunya celine, yang dia mw persembahkan buat papanya..
baguss bangeetttt liriknya. ya kan?

entah kenapa, sosok papa itu berarti banget di hidup... makinnn terasa saat kita udah ga bisa ngerasain kehadirannya lagi..
Tapi, buat papa yang ga pernah "hadir" lagi...
Aku mau TETAP bahkan LEBIH kuat, sabar, ceria n semangat...
readers, please pray 4 me in this hardship that i wanna go out...


GBU all

Friday, September 19, 2008

If Only U Could See Me Now (Celine Dion)

Here they come
Every nite d same
silent stars
Lite from a distant flame
Just like d memories of u
that I hold inside
I see u touch
But all d warmth has died..

Empty rooms
crowded by d past
Time is my enemy
Days keep moving faster
But d nites alone can be an eternity
That never heals the scars
of foolish pride..

If only u could see me now
Goodbye is not so easy now
That freedom that I walked away to gain
is nothing but these chains
That u alone can break
n u would free me now
ur heart would come undone
Just looking at me once
n my love would bring u back
If only u could see me now..

Here I am
Stranger to smile
Trying to fight d tears
Missing by a mile
I'm not d one who laughed at u
on that yesterday
When u warned me
Not to throw ur love away..

If u could only see me now
Goodbye is not so easy now
the freedom that I walked away to gain
is nothing but these chains
I know ur heart would break
If u could hear me now
ur heart would come undone
If u could hear me once
Hoping love will bring u back
If only u could see me now..

Like d lonely moon
u see above
That sails d dark alone
forever
I have no lite of my own
Other d love we've known
So long ago
Together..

If u could feel me now
ur heart would come undone
If u could touch me once
I know love will bring u back
If only u could see me now..

* i love d lyric of dis song, it just like my words to my papa.. Hehehe. But not 100% the same.. N 1thing, i think i dun ever hear this song yet.. Still searching for it..
=)

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Have u ever seen the rain

Sum1 told me long ago,
there's a calm b4 the storm
i know n it's been comin' 4 sumtime
when it's over, so they say,
it's rain a sunny day
i know shinin' down like water

i wanna know,
have u ever seen the rain?
I want to know,
have u ever seen the rain?
Comin' down on a sunny day

yesterday n days b4,
sun is cold n rain is hard
i know, been that way 4 all my time
'till 4ever on it goes,
thru' the circle fast n slow
i know n it can't stop i wonder

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Song for lovely papa in my life.

Teringat masa kecilku
Kau peluk dan kau manja
Indahnya saat itu
Buatku melambung,
di sisimu, terngiang
Hangat nafas segar harum tubuhmu
Kau tuturkan segala,
mimpi-mimpi serta harapanmu..

Kau ingin ku menjadi
yang terbaik bagimu
Patuhi perintahmu,
jauhkan godaan
yang mungkin kulakukan
dalam waktuku beranjak dewasa
jangan sampai membuatku,
terbelenggu jatuh dan terinjak..

Tuhan tolonglah
sampaikan sejuta sayangku untuknya..
Ku t'rus berjanji,
takkan khianati pintanya..
Ayah dengarlah,
betapa sesungguhnya ku mencintaimu,
kan ku buktikan
ku sanggup penuhi maumu..

Andaikan detik itu
kan bergulir kembali
Kurindukan suasana
basuh jiwaku
membahagiakan aku
yang haus akan kasih dan sayangmu
Tuk wujudkan,
segala sesuatu yang pernah terlewati..

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Night.

Skarang ni, aq tengah merasakan Malam-malam yang tak pernah ada(sebelumnya)..

Ya..
ini sudah Malam ketiga aku HIDUP tanpa seorang PAPA yang HIDUP di HIDUPku..

dan juga Malam ketiga aku tak mendengar suara PAPAku..

Lalu ini,
Malam kedua aku tak melihat wajah PAPAku..

juga,
malam pertama aku TIDUR tanpa ad PAPA ddekatku..

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Blablabla.

Da da da da..
=p
(laguny fergie)
hhaha.
Baru slese nyalin ctatan neh,
ampun dah.
Knapa kok soal ul mid bindo musti dgabung ma IPA??
Ga pa pa jg c,
tp musti pinjam catatanny "orang"..
Huhu..
Harus dterima dgn lapang dada.. (sabar,buu..)
untungny udh pnjam pny ariesky, dh ku salin.. Lega.. =D

oia..
Udh 2x neh, aq pernah liat gelang model baru..
Kaget aq pas ngeliatnya..
Masa ada yang make gelang,tp drancang sndiri.. Pake T.A.L.I S.E.P.A.T.U .. Ckck. Kreatif betul bu??
Tp it yg make, aq ga kenal orgnya.

Trz pernah suatu hari,
aq liat tmenQ pke gelang yg cukup unik..
Aku: wih,gelang bru y..
Dia: iy..
Aku:[sambil ngeliat baek2] tapi kok kayak tali beha gtu y?
Dia:emang iy..
Aku:hah?! Bner?
Dia:iya.. Si **** juga make, kita bli di xxxxxxx, sepasang bagi dua..
Aku: oh, gtu.. Hmm

beuh. Dunia ini.. Haha.
Ada2 aj.
Mgkin dhari yg akan dtg, aku akn melihat gelang dr sumbu kompor, kabel listrik, rantai motor, dan lain sebagainy. Haha. =D

Saturday, September 6, 2008

I drive myself crazy ?!

Lying in ur arms
so close together
didn't know just what i had
now i toss and turn
'cause i'm without u
how i'm missing u so bad

where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now i cry alone in the dark

i lie awake
i drive myself crazy
thinking of u
made a mistake
when i let u go baby
i drive myself crazy
wanting u the way that i do

May i feel afraid of losing sum1 ?

No boyz no cry..
Ayo p0st k0men kalian..
Gmana mnrtmu?
=p

cwo kok ska nyebelin y. Haha.
Kdg buat gmes,
gregetan,
pusink,
bingung,
stress,
munyak..

Argh..
Mauny ap c??
Knapa bwt laki2 kyk gtu hrz ad airmata yg mnetes buat dy?
Are there anyone can answes my questi0n?

Thursday, September 4, 2008

LDKS...

Let's talk about LDKS.. hha

nah, pas udh pemilos kita2 adain seleksi akhir bwt yg keterima sleksi tahap awal ma sleksi susulan..
kesian ya,, masi seleksi udh pke nginep2 sgala..(pngorbnan bsar tuh..=p)

abis kn aq dlu ga gtu.
pas udh tepilih, nah pas pngukuhan bru skalian LDKS Nginep2...
ckck

mulainy tu hr jumat jam 8 mlm...
tp inti ma ank kls XI yg ga ikt OSIS (yg dh pensiun gtu)lg hrs dtg jam 5 bwt bntuin persiapan LDKS.. TRUS jg biarr kita2 ga dicap senior yg ngaret gtu ma adek2... wkwk..

hha. muna jg.. dikit..=p

nah yg wktu tu dtg petama tu c bams.. ckckc
trus aq dtg,, jam stenga 6.. ga lama panka dtg ma helda..
daniel ma randy ga bsa dtg cpet.. mrk bru bsa dtg mlm gtu..
vicky ga mw dtg cpet, ktanya males..hha bisa aj..

pas aq ma panka, bams, helda lg ngumpul, kita ngobrol2 gtu.. ttg ntar mw ngapaen aj gtu..
kurg lbih jam 7, c vicky dtg.. dy brg ma inas.. inas ikt bntu2in bina gtu.. trs kta kstw ke mrk soal pmbagian klompok yg dh rampung ma rncana kgiatan malam yg diisi pke renung2an gtu, pngungkapan komitmen, ma isi komitmen dikarton bsar plus ttd ytg ntar mw dpajang di kntor OSIS(ciieeh)... trs kita jg rncana mw skalian krjain hendy yg tgl 29 agsts ultah..xD

n then, lapar mnyeraNG kita.. huwaaa. trs vicky mas inas yg bli nasgor.. pas mrka dh pegi.. knp aq bru ingat...
yenni: "oia! spidol ma karton! aduh,,,"
panka: "astaga!"
lgsg dy lari ngejar tu motor.. buset.. gila,, lariny dh kyk sakuragi dslamdunk..wkwkw . salut saia..hha
kita2 pd kaget, trs aq nyusul kgerbang..
trnyata ketos masi selamat.hha. trus tu mtr brhasil terkejar.hha..

trus tu, ank2 kls X pda dtengan..
yg paling pertama---> marvino..(ni yg ngrimin aq srt simpatik lho..!lalala=p)
dy jam 7 lwt gtu dh dtg. bah...
cwe petama yg dtg si sabilla ank kcnbah dlu. hho...
nah pas maeman dtg.. kita maem rame2(kcuali gru n ank kls X)
n alhasil aq yg dr jam stnga 6 dskul ga ad maem, laper, hnya sempat mngunyah 7-8sendok nasgor yg rasanya ueenaak tnan.. hhu...

trs jam 8 mulai.. prkenalan dlu,,
intiny lgsg brbh jd galak.. hha. aq jg,, tp kita2 ga over yg gmnna2 kok..=)

trs lnjut nge games dr guru BK.. by bu yuni alias teteh yuni. hha
seru kok gamesnya..^^
mpe jam 10 itu,.
cma aq hrs nyampe rmh sblm tutup tko.. jdi aq cepet2 gtu.. ga bsa tmenin mrk2 mpe slse n bobo.. bhkan aq ga bsa nginepo dskul.. hais..
tp emang gara2 aq tu udh janji gtu c.. hrus dtepati.. huhuhu

pdhl vicky ma panka mw tetep ad aq..(bner2 kalian bwt aq trharu,,!)
abis tnaga dr inti pd dikit.. ad yg brhalangan ngikut dr awal mpe akhir jg..

jd y udh, aq plg, minta anter ma bamz.. thx u..!

plg rmh dgn slamat dn perut laper.hhe..
trs bgadang ntn i am sam yg lucu abis...


n finally.,.
bskny dh pngumuman.
yg gugur:
melda, stephani, stefie, tirza, ma renaldi mucil yg ska gnggu org..

rasa2 brat jg gugurin mrk.. hmmm

nah sbtu pagi mrk plg, mgu pagi dtg lg yg udh tepilih... ad platihan..
yg aq ska.. ank2 inti jg ska,, yg dr biro psikologo karakter..
ni bru LDKS yg yahud,, hha

^^

hr itu tmbbh parah.. yg bntu cma panka, aq , ma bamz...
hiks
tp aq jg bntu ga full..
jam 10 aq pergi grja trs kskul lg..
ujan,,
untung aq dpet mtr tebengan dr wahyu.. jd bsa lbh cepet.huehe..

yah.. smua brjalan dgn cukup indah lha pokoke...hhe


luph OSIS..

ahahaha

my family in school... luph u all, my bros n sis'....

udh pensiun niii.. hha.... met brjuankkkkk..^^

GBU

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

First on Sept

Ui..
P0st pertama dbln sept.
Yaya.
Lamany ga ngep0st ui..=|

mm,
what i wanna type ab0ut?

Crta ttg ap y..
Aha!
Pemilos! Gmana?
Kandidatny heksa,yoggie,t0mmy..
Tw ga c,
aq ma inti yg laen ckp sdih dgn tdk adany nama bamz dkandidat.. Huks.
Sediiih.
Actually,kta t ngeharap dy bgt yg jd ketos.
Gila,teladan bgt orgny,s0pan,rajin,pinter,supel,taat ibdh,haduh.. Kata2 apalagi yg ckp u/ mlukiskan btapa cocokny bamz spy jd ketos..=c
namun apa daya,
hdup it plhan,
n bamz udh tekad ga mw ikt OSIS lg,
apalagi jd ketos (y jelaslah!)

jd y kandidatny 3org td.
Lmyn,. 3 org it dpt suara >100.. Keren jg..
Tp byk jg yg abstain krn mw milih imad..hmm.
N finally, yg trpilih dgn suara tbnyak--> yoggie ranto asmoro.
Msh kuingat dy t ank buahQ dkunyit pas M0S 1ta0n lalu.
C0ngrats,y0g!
Aq bharap kmu bsa jd pmimpin yg bae,
bwa OSIS ta0n ni "lebih" dr ta0n sblmny..
Ya,,"lebih" dlm sgala hal.
Amin.. Kmu bsa! =)

bwt pngurus laen, n crta LDKS.
Dp0stingan brktnya y,
cu.. ^^