Horrible dream.

Last nite,,oups.. I mean,last nite n last m0rning, i had a nitemare.. Huks.. So bad.. It was so horrible. >.<

therefore, i wanna dream about sum1,or least--a happy dream.. But.. But..
It wasn't happened.. Only 1dream.. Yeah,it's about my school n friends..

Happy in first,,but bad n horrible in da middle n end.. Fiuh.

We just had fun there,,in my school's event.. In the end of event,she said : " ntar kita makan yah.. Pokoknya aq mw makan."
ckck..
I just said : " iyah2."
haha. Coz i luph eating so..=p

after we had dinner,
dun know why,. I just went home only with her.. She said : "aq ga mw lwt jalan kyk biasanya.. Kita lwt jalan lain aj yah.."
i said : "oke.."
then,we stopped our angkot..xp
we stept on a 'gang' n we didn't find the way we wanna through.. Ckck.
N finally,we found it.. But in the way, the bridge was broken..weqz. N dunno why,there was a river that i didn't ever see in that way..
N i tried to walk in the river (yeah,dat river is chetek u now..) but it was too far.. So i went back.. N dunno why, my pren did the same thing i just did.. So ridiculuos ,huh? She know dat,it's too hard,but she tried again.. N suddenly, sumtink(i dun wanna tell u what it was),,crashed her,n killed my pren slowly.. N u know.. I was d last person who in her last life,wid my own eyes, i really2 shocked in dat dream,.cried,n shouted at dat time.. Wanna hold her hands,but we can.. Hiks..

Yeah.. It's da m0st horrible dream.. N then, i went to her house,talked to her mom with gemeteran body.. N then,when i want to tell it, i wake up!

Fiuh2..
When i woke up, i still shocked,gmeteran,ksemutan.. Ckck.

N i look at my hp.. 1mc from fina.. I call her back,but her hp isn't active.. Then,call meli,send her msg.. N then call cucut,talk wid her n also ariesky.. Thx God.. Fiuh. I'm so happy at that time.. Hmm.^^

btw, hr ni 1ta0nny aq dbptiz.. Doakan saia bsa jd lbh bae dr skrng y.. Amin..
Gb.^^

1 thessalonians 5:18

" in everything give thx,for dis is d will of God in Christ Jesus for u.."

Aq brusan dsadarkan tmanQ.
Yaah,tpatny.. Dy mmbukakan pandanganQ..

Aq bru tw kalo slama ni aq ga bner2 mngucap syukur dlm hati,roh,jiwaQ wkt dlm ksdihanQ,ksengsaraanQ,ktdakpuasanQ,kkuranganQ n ap yg aq pny,yg lg trjadi ma aq... Aq cma ngucap syukur dmulut aj wkt doa ma Tuhan..

Aq udh sadar akan ksalahanQ ni.. Aq jg brarti pny dosa iri.. Yah,iri akan smw yg aq hayalkan.. Aq hrz trima smw ni.. Karena.. Ini smw adalah R.E.N.C.A.N.A TUHAN.. Rencana yg bae,smpurna,n jg,pasti,INDAH..

Thx God,for make me feel this joy, U relieved my sadness just now by ur daughter,mel,my friend..hoho. Can't forget this m0ment.. Thx thx thx..

A little things about GlobIng-global warming.

Hoho. Aq jd rajin ngeblog lg.haha.

Aq lg bwt karya tulis ni..lg proses gt.. N ni dah nyampe bab 2.. Aq bahas ttg kerusakan lingkungan hdup..
Salah satunya ad nanti aq bahas ttg pemanasan global..

Weqz.. It bahaya bgt tu..hmm..

Nah,apa yg bisa kita lakuin bwt mencegah keadaan bumi tambah panas?
1. Kurangi pmakaian kndaraan brmotor..karena kndaraan brmotor ngeluarin CO2 yg bikin efek rumah kaca.
2. Kurangi pmakaian listrik kalo ga prlu,karna trnyata listrik bisa nyebabin efek rumah kaca.
3. Kurangi pmakaian barang2 yg make spray,yg mengandung CFC.
4. Beli barang yg bisa ddaur ulang,terus kta jg bsa ikt program pnghijauan yg dadain pemerintah.
5. Sosialisasikan ttg bahaya global warming sama smw org.
6. Make brg2/perkakas yg ga boros listrik.. Ato sering2 make yg ga pake tnaga listrik.
7. Jgn biarin pintu kulkas trbuka lama2.
8. Jln kaki aj,ato nae speda klo ktempat yg emang jarakny dket,biar ga nambah polusi.. Ato nbeng tmen yg searah..wkwk.
9. Cari kndaraan yg ramah lingkungan n jgn biarin kndaraan hidup lama2 klo ga dpake.
10. Yg msh ska make pensil,apalg ank2 skul. Pke yg mekanik saja yah..ga usa yg kayu lg.
11. Pnggunaan tisu,kapas,kertas jgn boros2..


Ni sumber2ny dr GF mag neh,dedit sdikit..hehe.
Hoho. Aq mncoba mnsosialisasika GlobIng ktmen2 smw..hi3.
Moga aj bnyk yg pduli..hehe..
Gb.

Isenk2 ngeblog neh..hoho.

Ga enak nich. Drumah aj.
Maren ga msk skul.. Ga liat sbgian nilai mid sndri, ga lat nari barenk ank OSIS , ga krmh ariesky barenk yg lainx, n ga ikt PMR yg materix lg praktek.. Huhuhu.

Brusan aq slse sarapan ni.. Tp blm slse mnum tehQ.hehehe.. Panas dalem neh aq. Pnyakit bru. Haiya. =s

tp maren snenk jg c.. Hehe. Pas aq sakit msh ad tmenQ Yg mw d0ain aq.. Trz ad yg krmh malah.. Yg 1 ngasi maeman.. (Asik).^^
yg 1 minjemin majalah. Haha.
Maka aq ga minta. Inisiatif ndri t.. Hoho. Thx 4 both of u ! =)

yah,next.
Untuk yg entah kberapa kaliny,aq lg mrasa lonely.. Mw cari tmen smsan.. Tp cma ad pulsa m3. Tuh,nyebelin kan.. Fiuh..
Makany ngenetQ tmbh mnggila frekuensiny,.ckckck.
Gmana carany aq lepas dr lonely ni y?? Adakah saran,tman?

One i want

Sitting in my room last nite
staring at d mirror
i couldn't find a reason why
i couldn't be near him

'cause u r d one that started
to make me feel dis way
n every nite i'm thinking
about d words u'd say

pictures going through my mind
when we're together
all these long n sleepless nites
will i ever get better

cause u r d one that started
to make me feel dis way
n every nite i'm thinking
about d words u'd say
'cause u r THE ONE THAT I WANT

Now u know how i feel
dis love is forever
u make my life seem so unreal
will i ever get better?

Lagu lawas.hoho.

I haven't slept at all in days
it's been so long since we've talked
and i have been here many times
i just don't know what i'm doing wrong

what can i do to make u love me
what can i do to make u care
what can i say to make u feel this
what can i do to get u there

there's only so much i can take
and i just got to let it go
and who knows i might feel better
if i don't try and i don't hope

what can i do to make u love me
what can i do to make u care
what can i say to make u feel this
what can i do to get u there.

No more waiting,no more aching
no more fighting,no more trying

maybe there's nothing more to say
and in a funny way i'm calm
because d power is not mine
i'm just gonna let it fly

Fiuh.. Fiuh.. So sick. So lonely. So tired..

Humm.akhirnya.. Stelah aq set ini itu d0peraQ,aq bsa mngisi blog yg berhari2 aq coba sign in tp ga bsa..=s

tw ga jam brp ni skrg?
Udh jam 2.30 am tauk!
Gila jg ni. Haha.
Hbz aq bete aj. Td dah smbuh pnyakitq..tp biduranx kmbuh lg pas ujan deras..fiuh..
Trz ga ad krjaan. Maka aq cba2 ol,pas jam 11.. Chat ma sthef,.. Kta ad obrolin pjj.. Hoho..
Trz pas aq dah cape,eh ad ce rissa..y dah chat ma dy jg.hoho.. Tp ma ce rissa cma bntar aj..alna dy mw ksmd bsk.
ChatQ ma sthef ttp lnjt,trz ad lg yg ol,ce evi..ng0br0l2 lg..eh gtw npa dy ng0br0lin pjj jg.. Hmm. Trnyta ce evi prnh pjj.. 1ta0nan lbh pcran,trz ptz.. Wew..

Klo aq?=p
ce evi td nyelidikin aq trz neh.ckck.

Hmm.. Aq td chat ma 3org. Puas dah haha.. Ga ad tmen crt lg x.. Wkwk. Ga ad tmen smsan jg..hoho. Fiuh.

Sepi.. Mw crta2 ma dy? Smsan ma dy? Ngu dy smbh dlu x dr gngguan mentalny.. Dy sndri yg blng.. Cma dblog tuh,ga lgsg ke aq.. Y aq nanggepin dblog sajah.. Huhu..

Sepiiii.. Mgkn aq make m3 ad bgzx jg.. Biar ngenet2. Pnghilang bete..hoho.. Pnghilang sepiii.. N mgkn pnghilang b0sanQ AKan biduranQ yg setia bgt ma aq.. Fiuh.

Challenging mornink..

Weqz.

Ya ampun,parah bgt ni pagi.. Npa ya? Aq ni msk angin ap knapa?? Hoih2.

Aq tdr agak telat c,,sekitar jam 12 lewadh.. Dan entah knapa,
pas pagi aq bgn,
lgsg mandi,trz skt perut,
abiz mandi mw gnti bju seragam, eh skt perut lg..
Alhasil aq 2x ke wc..

Trz dgn lemes n bdan gmetaran,
gnti bju.. Dsuru ga msk c,,cuman mslhny ni hr aq ulangan susulan.hikz.

Jd aq memaksakan diri bgtu..
Lalu pas udh siap,aq lgsg mnum obt..
Entah knpa lgsg mual yg luar biasa dahsyatny.. Ddepan rumah,. Aq mun***.. Hoih. Menderita.. =s

trz aq te2p skul, tp pas nyampe klz,bru sdikit yg msk. . 1org malah. Y udh aq kwc.. Ngaca bentar,ternyata mukaQ Dh pucat..huf huf. Mngerikan !
Trz untk yg brpuluh2 kaliny,aq mengoleskan t minyak kayu p0tie..

Skarang aq dh mendingan.. Jgn ampe pas dskul gni lg d.. Amin. M0ga yg td trkhrny.. Gila aj,klo pas ulngan kyk tadi lg,mana bsa ngerja.. Hmm.

Pray 4 me yah.
^^
sedank berjuank

Lama ga ngeblog..

Hehe.
Isenk2..pgn share aj c td,makany ngeblog.. Nekat tauk,ngeblog pke as.. Aq pke asny yg OSIS jual,,td aq kan ga trun skul,tp te2p dkasi jajan..xp
jdiny aq pke bli as ntu,,
trus ssanx masuk ke u.kas.. Hoho.

Bcarain ap yah?
Oia,aq bsk mw lat nari lg.. Tp ni bkn bwt pensi.
Nariny 6 org.. Aq,heksa,melissa (osis)
trz ma tari,dara,n ayu (bkn osis)
ni tari bwt lomba hardiknas,tgl 10april..
Nari minang..hmm.. Pray 4 us yah!

Tdiny aq ga ad tw ap2 soal lomba ini..
Tp dajak ma heksa melissa..ktany kurang org,trz ktany yg klz XI pda ga mw.. Hmm..mrk t ngmgny smbil nyegat aq dlobi wkt pulang skul.. Hmm. Jd aq trma tawaranny,bwt iktan.. Sdikit drayu jg c..hmm..

Wada0w,mati listrik!
Hmm,maka btre ss 1gariz. Dah dlu yah,
Gb.

Kecewa..

Fiuh..
Trnyata kcewa it msh menyakitkan bagiQ..ckck.
Udh tiap hr aq db0tein ma mrs m.. N bodohny,aq msh aja percaya ma dy.. Tp pas kmrn,udh ga..ga bakal lg malah..muak t,dy kyk gtu trz.. Nyantai bgt.. Trz aq jg bgg mau marah kyk gmana.. Huf.. Ni aq lg mikir kata2 yg pas bwt ngebentak manusia.. Doakan saia y kawan..
Bukanny aq mw jd org jahat,tp aq mw jd org yg tegas n ga lembek..

Aq ngerasa,kalo aq t gampang bgt dbohongin,gampang prcaya ma org,trz trlalu snsitip jg.. Hmm.. >.<

trz pas kamiz kmrn,c prof neh.. Trnyata dy boong gt.. Pas rabu,dy bilang kalo timQ juara hrpn1.. Eh pas kamiz,aq tw dr partnerQ,timQ Juara 6.. Aq tanya kprof : bner gt kah?
Dy cma nyengir gt.. Huh. Sbel..
Pas gru udh msk,gtw npa,ga trbendung lg rasa kcewaQ ma 2 tmenQ it.. Hikz.
Minta ijin dah kbu yenita,..aq lgsg lari kWC,eh knpa aq ga hati2,jatuh..msh ad org2 lg,yg mw wudhu,haih..
Trz aq msk WC dah,melampiaskan sgalanya..

Pulang dr WC,dah ga tenang lg hatiQ,Lgsg pndah du2k kbelakang dah..tenangiz lg..fiuh. Kcewaaaaaa bgt..

Trz hr ni aq ga skul,prof kira gra2 dy..
Pdhl bukan,tp gara2 kakiQ dah bengkak,jdi aq ktukang urut deh..fiuh.menyakitkan..hmm,. Coba aq dbius dlu yah,bru durut..wakaka..XD
Pas sore td,prof nelp,dy kira aq marah gara2 bangku gt..pdhl bukan.
Pas aq jelasin,dy blg,madam emang ngmg gt.. Entahlah.. Nti aq cri tw kbenaranny.. Yah,seenggak2ny aq salut jg ma dy,punya inisiatif..=)

klo mrs.m, cape d.. Ga nyadar tuh anak.
Kmrn dy ngasi aq tissu c,trz sok2 care,gtw asli ap palsu..
Trz td pagi nelp2 aq,trz sms..tp ga aq gubriz..malas..

Yah,intinya aq mw kstw kalian..
Kepercayaan itu jgn dsia siakan.. Hmm.. Bagi yg memberi kepercayaan,itu berarti bgt lho..

That's all.Gb.